with the H1N1 goin about..from the start i kinda spt biasa state of denial saja..apa2 saja yg merunsing kan memang mode denial come to life...tidak mo kisah...tidak mo peduli ...tidak mo ambil tau apa pun...lantak lah..!!
tapi jauh di hati memang berharap no one i know is effected by this phenomenone...despite i was told that one of our RA here is in ICU and is suspected...by the way he just got married recently...hope he'll be fine....
And got to know that a lecturer of ours just found out she has a tumour in her head yesterday...!!She's in the hospital as well...
byk betul news yg kurang menyedapkan hati lah...bila berfikir hati mau menangis...Hati terasa lebam....
mungkin betul lah...dengan tidak mo fikir and tidak mo tau lebih baik...! Not that i don't care but it's just that i cannot take it..! this few days hati terasa sedih saja...tia tau knp..rasa just wanna run away....just wanna stop the clock..!stop the world from turning...!just wanna ask everyone to shutddddddddaaaaaaaaaaaaappppppppppp!!!!!!!!!!!!!...it's like freezing and listening to the clock ticking....
maybe sebab kurang berkomunikasi dengan dunia luar and just berlawan dengan perasaan diri sendiri beberapa hari ni..and mungkin cos of letih juga...! tired dari segi mental fizikal dan emosi..!sakit belakang yg tak terhingga...!brain just freeze...
p/s sori lah geng..kalau aku buat dunno...kalau aku buat tak interested...i am just lazy...!!lazy to think....kalau sudah letih ini lah jadi nya...!
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