Sunday, July 29, 2012

Life that should have been...!

the more i am reminded about what my faith is all about...and about the person that i put my trust or rather should put my utmost trust in...the more i realise that i have been slacking away and wasting my life worrying about things that i shouldn't be...

a simple reminder was given this morning in church that i realise that at times we should go back to basics...on really recalling the first encounter...!and in everything we should put our total trust in Him that holds our future....

been spending time with the family...and still trying to get use to being "single" and to a status being "family"...as i hear the elders speak..i realise that how our God is funny in a way He makes our life a long winding journey...yesterday was being a chaffeur of a granduncle and grandauntie...hearing them say how great God is to them that they never thought that they will be able to travel at an old age...(togou if you're reading this...remember the nenek yg masak sup ayam sedap itu??)......they were saying it was a blessing being able to still meet us as they are getting old and weak...i secretly dry my tears away...it's the time i at the my age having to think about how if things turn to the worst....how i remember when i was young...they use to look after me...and how i know the old folks spend time to pray for us the younger generations... off our daily life...for i know it was their prayer that God showed His mercy...

heartnote:*Tuhan bagi ku masa utk membalas dan menjaga org2 tua ku....!just a little while more....