self obsession...

my good friend drop by for a wonderful weekend....we spend it gluttoniusely and classy too....kan? kan? i love the idea of being pampered when i ate at Basil Leaf...!! rasa betul2 macam princess..!! (note to other friends: lain kali kita p ah...but please dress a little bit better rather then in tshirts and jeans hehehehe)
i think we covered almost every food category...dari yg healthy ke tidak healthy hehhe
but all i can say is we know how to enjoy ourself...!! cita2 mo jadi food kritiks hehehe...!!
oh ya we did a little jalan2 too...!! i love jalaning with a fellow camera holder :P...terus aku pun byk gambar...!! hehehe...i think i didn't really take tapi di ambil hehehehe...
we went to the muzium negara to take my personal potraiture (nampak macam kan hehehe) sp enjoice the gambars...!! biasa lah tidak suka yg formal2 k...so bare in mind of the goofyness and the buat diri sendiri bodoh depan khalayak org...!!

we are greatfull to be alive...:P

Tuhan kirim kan lah aku...kekasih yang baik hatiiii.....

serius cantek itu gambar...

Cute kan?? :P

I'm freeeeeeeee....

cuba sit up...

Trying to look cute....

ok lah ...mana mungkin potraiture tidak buat muka skema kan..!! mesti lah ada juga yang muka sopan...!

This pic i like so so so much!! Cuba teka kenapa ?:P

k lah semua gambar2 yang telah di paparkan adalah hasil daripada kawan aku yg dibawah ini...sory ya aku mencuri smua gambar...!!

eh sory nampak kepala ko yang hampir botak pulak...!!...kihkihkihkih..ok ok..ini bah itu org.....

thanks togs kerana bisa memaparkan kecantekkan gwe yang sebenar...ada lagi gambars nya tapi tidak sanggup ku tunjuk lagi...!! thanks ya...!! i hate you for making me FAT...!! hehehe...kepala masih terbayang2 3 biji telur hari tu di vietnam place...!!

PHOTONOTE: best kalau jalan sama org yang berkamera..!! hehehe

POS-MOUNTAIN hiking syndrom

Helppppppp...aku rasa aku kena rasuk hantu lapar lah...!! laparrrrrrrrrrrr saja...!! been hungry all the time since i came down from the mountains....pleaseeeeeeeeee helppppppp...!! i 've been having this hunger craziness ever since....

please tell me wat to do..??

still am damn tired...like my body is being force to go to work everymorning....and it's like on low energy mode ever since...!!

Still tired...

there's lots of things that i want to tell...but my brain and body is just plain tired...haven't have a time to really rest....feets are still sore...nose is running...eyes are swollen...and on and on...but i just wanna say..i am glad to be alive...!!
and I am glad to be a creation of the Almighty Creator...!

futnote:Tuhan, Kau tau apa yang aku inginkan...Kau tau apa dalam hati...please..?

The Hardest Climb Ever..

Yes i am back from the climb...and i am speechless..cos i don't know what to feel...if you ask me..it was a solo trip as i was walking..no no never walking just hiking....most of the time i was hiking alone...

i was short of 1.6km...but it's ok..i am proud of myself for doin the extra 1km to sayat2 when i said i didn't want to go...catching the sunrise at sayat2 and seeing the clouds below my feet and being frozen was the best ever feelin...(sbenarnya activity d sayat2 yg gila2 was the best ever..)

aku akui susah betul mo naik gunung kinabalu ni..!! ada times can feel as if you could sweat blood...

accomplishment of a life time:

1. Hike up a mountain dengan terpaksa
2.Solo hiking most of the time...(byk mencarut2..i think my favourite word was SHIT!!!..)

3.Push myself to the very limit when i din't want to..(i would if i could...but sayat2 is already ok)

4.berkenalan dengan org2 yang tidak kenal...lepak2 (berpeluk2 pun ada...sejuk punya pasal hehehe)

fuh sekarang macam best...boleh cakap aku sudah naik gunung kinabalu..ko bila lagi wakakakaak..!! (bagi lah sikit peluang utk aku brag...!!)

and now i am back in reality world with 2 sore feets and muscular legs with blisters all over my toes...! syabas.. Jane...Syabas...U did it..!!( jgn korang pernah ungkit 1.6km tu k...p lah hike atas dengan badan besar yg kurang bersenam and tell me about it...)

something i have to admit too...ada adegan2 yg i rasa i memang mo sit down and just cry...memang don't want to go on anymore...mo give up..but macam every KM i just say a friend's name and anggap itu org siking up my to carry on...YOU CAN DO IT...YOU CAN DO IT...

p/s i bought a tshirt of the trial di airport KK yesterday..sekarang baru tau maksud memakai baju itu..and sangat bangga sebab sudah pernah try...

Notes: bila turun dari gunung i rasa mcm mau makan byk2 minum byk2...(knp ah?)

Note to self..!

I can do it... I can do this... yes i can...i can...!!!! and i WILL...!!

i can't really believe it i am goin up the mountain...and i can't wait to see the result...! no trainning..! and with a heavy heart... but i wanna do this ..yes..i wanna...!

nota berani mati: harap aku kurus lepas trip ini..! kurus..seksi kurus...:P

Happy Reddish day....!

So..it's Chinese New Year and Valentine at the same time...!

today was a day well spend...i had fun being close family...smlm terasa macam budak2 balik...main mercun like last time...!! hahaha...really miss being a kid...and ada juga adegan kena marah atas cobaan mencuri makanan dari while waiting for dinner...!

man..i missed being in this small town...

ini antara aktiviti memuja hari kekasih...!! :P

factnote: agaknya valentine tahun depan apa aku buat ah?

Excited and scared at the same time...!!

i have to admit this...i am really excited to go where i am going...but at the same time really scared!!....

this is one thing that i said i would never do...and this is one thing that i am force to do...!!

And now i know why gatal sangat mo climb hills this few weeks...rupanya suruh prepare utk mountain..!!this is THE CLIMB

Factnote: Tuhan, apa ko mo aku belajar ni hah???perlu ka smua ini??perlu kah?? wish me all the best ya...i am really not ready for this

Silent mode...

there are times when silence is gold...silence is precious...and sometimes need time off to keep self cool...and sometimes keeping silent to just keep out of trouble...

wishing life was simple....


wishing friends were simple...


simple so i can understand clearly...

simple as can be...

Factnote:missing being with people who understand the feelin of being silent...just being together but in quietness....HIDUP INI BYK BISING...!!

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Pernah kah bagitau somebody benda yg u rasa penting...lepas tu rasa menyesal bagitau..??terus merasa diri ini bodohs.....

next time rasanya perlu shutdap and keep it dalam hati...! sucks...

fact note: dare to dream but remember it's just a dream

UP the Hill by myself...

I did it..and i did it alone....sounds crazy and pathetic..but i went up the hill alone...

as i walk through the dark lonely path...i started to realise that this life is a lonely one....

but i got to speak to my own heart...i got to speak to my Creator....! and i realise that He is the only one that can give me LOVE..and give me everything in this life....

there were stages of feelings i had the whole way uphill n downhill..

when i reach up the top there tears were like streams that couldn't be stop....

*i wish i had someone to hug when i was up there

p/s:went up with the song Munajat Cinta...and came down with the song Better in Time...

Note of the heart: Hati ini tidak tau apa hati ini mau...tapi yg pasti hati ini masih mengharap

I am not a tree...

Today as i was driving to work...my mind started complaining mode....as it started...i saw trees along the way...and immediately in my heart..."thank God i am not a tree!!"...

If i were a tree...i bet life was boring...standing still everyday for the rest of my life....untill i am ready to be chop off...imagine only able to talk to the trees next to you forever...what if you don't like the tree next door...wat a yucky feelin...

so hari ni aku datang kerja dengan rasa bersyukur aku ni manusia...! i know life never can be perfect...but our God is perfect...and life is perfect just it is....! sometimes we come across potholes...sometimes we come across pebbles...sometimes comes across boulders...sometimes you come across crossroad and we just don't know which road to take...sometimes we come across dead end....and we are stuck....sometimes there's just a feelin that you just wanna jump from the 23rd floor....and just fly...! and there are 1001 things to complain about...

well...we can just cry and stop and sulk...but i know i have to get up and walk this through....cos life is too short to stay sad...there is more then everything ...(i am being positive today)


FunNote:aku akui aku suka...tapi smua ini tia bisa...so aku akan tunggu...

Wednesday once more

halos everybody..! (cheh macam byk org baca)

it's wednesday again hari-2 macam default saja..

hari hari kehidupan macam beredar begitu saja..wonder if ants feels the same way ah?hari2 bangun (durang tidor kah?) keluar cari makanan...then balik sarang...mungkin yang paling hapenning pun mengelak dari kena bunuh atau kena pijak2...fuh hapening juga kalo gitu kan...

have been thinking of blogging this actually dari monday..tapi fikir2 knp mesti monday...biar lah wednesday hahaha...(lawaks tidak menjadi)

tipu lah kalo cakap kehidupan ini tidak best....! since monday i have been waking up and watching the sun rise...rupanya ada view sunrise canteks juga from my apartment window...tiap2 pagi ini lah yang buat tidak mengeluh..! tapi buat rasa bersyukur..wah another day another adventure...(semangat budak kicik)..ready2 p work..3 days sudah p kerja 3 kali sudah tgk eksiden....1 kali nampak darah byk di jalan raya,1 kali nampak 2 ambulans dtg masa yg sama and last kali eksiden standed...kereta langgar kereta...

terus dalam hati..wah God thank you for this life....sebab masih boleh bernafas...

terus terpikir macam mana ah if you know ur gonna die..! isk ni lah ni effect tgk dvd byk masa weekend..!

but i guess i am looking forward for todays' adventure

fudnote: I am missing someone i haven't met yet....