certain conversation...

i come to realize that some people have an automatic thingy that will avoid certain conversation...it's such a funny thing when i realize it....asal sebut about certain thing terus akan shut down....after a few times terus rasa peliks...maybe just tidak interested about that certain thing..

it comes to mind (me thinking weird again)...sometimes we do tend to avoid some things...there are lots of things i do avoid...things like death...getting old...getting things that i shud have done earlier in life but still haven't done yet...and even stuffs like what's goin on in this world...sometimes we do know what's happenning around us...for example ...the trading world..some seem's to pay attention to it..some just dont care...(to me i am curious if it does affect me...) sekarang tergila2 tengok sebab currencies...kalau tidak jangan harap care...!!

kadang2 pelik..tapi benar...we do avoid certain conversation in life...certain topics seems to make us shutdown...avoiding certain fears in life...and that reminds me of

Psalm 139:7-10

Where can I go from your Spirit?

Where can I flee from your presence?

If I go up to the heavens, you are there;

if I make my bed in the depths, you are there.

 If I rise on the wings of the dawn,

if I settle on the far side of the sea,

 even there your hand will guide me,

your right hand will hold me fast.

like certain conversation we do avoid hoping that someone will do things or settle things for us....
there are some things that we just need avoid in life...that is worryness..the feeling of uncertainty in life
and we just have to trust in Him to provide...trust He will hold us...

heartnote: Tuhan ..ajar ku untuk buat smua dengan sungguh2..besar atau kecil dan juga ajarku untuk tidak terlampau risau tentang sesuatu perkara...melainkan percaya dan menyerah smua pada Mu..

lazying and crying....

i did some dumb things last weekend..and now i am hook...!

i watch the whole korean drama...! Bread,dreams,Love-(King Baker-Kim tak Goo)...adoyaiiiiiiiiiiiiii...gila punya kerja...! it was 26 Episod...!(on watching online is not a easy business!!!)have to wait for it to stream!!...
watching from 6am to 1am hehehe...for the 2 days...crying my eyes out..laughing like never before....!but at least it helps in my dieting :P i didn't feel the hungerness..! and didn't need to eat...(but occasionaly cooking maggie mee in between...

Kindness and being good to people wont get you up the ladder in this life...but it give you a sense of satisfactory more then a promotion...!(and no this is not what i learn from the drama)...i am suppose to hand in a appplication  to be promote to the next step today...but i don't think i am gonna hand it in....i saw the form..and it is bloody long to fill in and need to be evaluated by superiors and recomended by someone...i am just not a person that will "kipas" and "ampu" any bosses...and it will be hard..!(i know those are the criteria in life that are needed to climb up the ladder...) oh well forget about the promotion that will never be...! and just carry on with this life...just gonna run after the satisfaction of life ..
anywayyyyy...the next big trip is just around the corner...and everyone is excited!! Me too...!

8 days to go....!


Heartnote:Dunia ini bukan milik kamu dan saya...tapi milik Tuhan...we'll see at the end of this race...