Monday, August 22, 2016

Love the Outdoor...

Went to a kebun last Saturday with the family...I found a way do distress myself...by going to pick fruits in a fruit garden...despite the nyamuks and hot sun...I still had fun...





been having tones of stress at work with changing of bosses..and staffs..but had a great day distressing...

Saturday, August 6, 2016

Selfless vs Selfish...

life is suppose to be selfless and humble...
but when you have been brought up to always be selfless and humble...you tend to live a life...or should I say atleast try to be selfless...
Being Selfless is something someone should work hard on...and sometimes it just end up naturally...and as seems like natural even without noticing it....

Suddenly to be asked by someone (really close) :why are you so selfless...or Too Selfless...

sometime can make person who is selfless to end up to be a selfish person (completely)...it is not known why....but maybe it's like a reflex...like you telling a person all his or her life from the beginning was wrong...

try telling a selfish person the samething...I think the result will be opposite cos a selfish person will never understand why they should change anyway....

so the next time you see someone close to you being so selfless until it may seem it is hurting them please don't discourage...just complement...cos they are already having a hard time without wanting to acknowledge it...it's atleast better to have 1 more selfless person in your life then to add another selfish person...and have a less person who selflessly was your devoted friend....

foodnote:Bila org mau tolong biar mereka tolong aja...sebab mana tau membantu org dia rasa diri dia dibantu...tp jgn pernah ambil kesempatan sebab si kawan itu pun akan ada masa dia letih...Dan akan berhenti...Dan kadangkala bila berhenti itu akan menyebabkan hidup dia hilang pedoman sebab dia sudah tidak tau tujuan hidup dia yg selama ini...Dan ya...Maka kamu hanya hilang sorg sahabat...tp sahabat kamu hilang HIDUP dia...

Thursday, August 4, 2016

Nyawa

Pernahkah korang doa supaya Tuhan jangan cabutkan nyawa kau dulu...

today while driving home I felt pressure in the back of my head and felt it would pop...I prayed so hard that God won't take my life there and then...Was not feeling well since Sunday...so it's almost a week...Dr said it was a nasty throat infections...that's why I had fever and my BP was high...mom was panicked too because I almost never get bedridden...so now I am on antibiotics and some pills that makes me groggy most of the time...i finally when to work after 3 days of MC.. but was still high on medication!


baru tau sayang nyawa....baru tau sayang masa...baru tau sayang semua benda yang ada...baru tau sayang diri....