have you ever got the feeling that people do watch your back? watching your back sometimes meaning people take care of you...and always being there for you...
recently i had an episode...being in a place foreign to me...waiting and just waiting..and when i look around there wasn't anyone familiar to me...and that made me uneasy...but after 30 minutes..suddenly i saw someone from behind...just looking at someone familiar from behind suddenly made my heart at ease....
sometimes without really realising what we do what we say...how we react affects peoples life deeply...
just a simple smile a simple hello or even a simple message saying : Hey..everythings gonna be alright...recently one after another ...things happened...made me think..Mannnnnnnn..whats wrong with this life!!...and sometimes when you are so engross with the things your facing...without realising it ...it takes you down...sometimes when i say i wish i was flying away..i really meant it...but then i just realise...sometimes or maybe most of the times everything is going to be hard.....and sometimes things happened and we feel like crap...but there are times that will lift our spirit up...
had a long conversation with a friend last nite...and i realise that sometimes without realising what we do or say will touch or even give people strength....and when you really feel like giving up there's just a simple person or thing that will make you work harder...see life in a different way...
but i also realise that sometimes without knowing it...we do hurt people too...no doubt...without realising we make people feel down....i got to admit that when i am feeling the pain and is down...i hate hate hate...people who don't realise how down that feelin is...but can't blame them too..cos i got a pretty cool face....hahhahaha....!! but theseeee feelings make me more mature into how people might feel when they're in the same spot...watching someones back sometimes is just enough to watch from a far and just say a simple prayer...watching someones back may also be just enough to be inspired....that broad shoulder that we're seeing might just be full of burdens...we won't know...and .we will never understand...
just watching...
just watching ones life being change....
a child growing up...learning to do things...being frustrated not able to do a simple task
a Dr..running here and there attending patients...and making them feel better....
a friend trying to figure out what to do with the rest of her life....travelling? New Job? New plans?
a guy trying to figure out why life is hard...and why can't he get the girl he want...
a boss...having the whole world waiting for you to make decisions....
a cousin planning her wedding despite things happening not as she wanted....
a family member fighting for her life....
a person with a heart for missions....travelling to a foreign country with a new language to learn...
by just watching....watching helplessly...and in silence... makes my heart going all over....and makes me realise that...God is...and has been always.... watching my back...watching me doing things that's wrong...watching me taking the wrong U turn...watching me making wrong decisions....but still...He loves me...
although there are things i don't understand why i have to go through...but i know my back is being watch...being able to climb a mountain...or being able to do a simple thing as walking..sitting...will be like heaven to me now a days....so i am glad to have my back watch...and i learn to love myself more...being able not to do things as usual make me realise how great it is to be look after for a change...and i am Thankful to the good Lord for making me realise that....
Heartnote: sometimes it's ok to feel sorry for yourself..and let others do things for you...but it's sad to be helpless
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