i just put my little niece to sleep...as i held her and pat her to sleep...i suddenly realise how precious life is...how we often seek comfort in the hands of people we trust....how we long to be craddle when things happen...and how we long to hear a soft voice saying everythings gonna be alright... i think the meaning of life is what we will never understand...when things are fun and exciting we just just wanna rejoice...but when things are to the down fall and sucks we just feel like ending it now that very second.... but being able to walk thru life seasons one after another takes courage and preseverence...as i sat on the bed with this little warm body....i do have a sad feeling that one day she will too feel the flow of life...of being sad....of being heart broken into pieces...of feeling the unfairness of life...the current of being in a world full of crap...! but i realise that these feelings will be the stepping stone of one being able to survive..being able to be strong...being able to be more mature...i am not saying that life to me really sucks all the time...i am still learning to take life as it is...and i rather think when life takes you to the deepest valley there is where you learn to appreciate the sun the moon and everything that exist around you...
i am thankfull that when you are at the peak or the top of life...and sometimes things just crashes down....on the way down you realise what you've been missing...and who your true friends are...or even though at times you just can;t stand some people....
as i sat there too i did say a prayer that God would protect this little life ...and as she grow up..He will always be the place that she will find comfort...and when life is uncertain ...she will know that He is the one who holds the future...and all things are possible in Him...
life life life...i wish it was as simple as a life of a little bug....
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