trying to get back into the race...

it's hard to make a comeback on something that you use to love to do...it's just like a marathon race....when you use to like to just run and run and run...and because of injury..or circumtances you seem to stop...at first you walk...then you stop...and then it will be like stagnant water....and then the feelin of wanting to have nothing to do with the race kicks in...

after a long2 wonder around...you tend to go to the side lines and look at people running the marathon...memories kick in...and you would like to run again...

it has been quite sometime now since i was back in track running my own race...trying to do my own thing..my way...but this few month i came to realise that i can't carry on without He who is there to coach me..to guide me...

and after some dificult things this past few weeks...i decided that i just had to lean on Him a 100% 24 hours of my life...and once again wanting to start to run again...but the fear of failling kicks in..the fear of being hurt again comes in too...but i just have to put my utmost trust in Him again...

after a long2 time that i wanted to join the sunrise service i finnaly did...and the service was so simple yet it impacted so strongly...i was amaze by the faith they had by doing an open air service ...but the weather was perfect..and the sunrise was a perfect one...if you notice the last pic..there wasn't any sunrise in the banner..but that was a reflecting of the sunrise thru the pillars behind...and it cause the effect of a sun rise on the better...!what perfect timing and perfect place to hang the banner!!..(that was enuff to amaze me)

Our God is an awesome God...even if the whole world is againts you..He will protect you...!

p/s Do continue to pray for me as i recommit myself to run the race again...

Heartnote: ini perasaan semacam jatuh cinta pada pandangan pertama all over again...!