Death or Alive.....

this few days kept me thinking of it....wonder what would it be like to a person who is on a death bed...waiting for her or his time...and thinking of people especially children who are born sick and from child birth knows that their are destined to die at a young age because of their sickness...
and here i am always thinking that death would be one of the option to end this pityfull lifeless life...

but this life just gotta be more then this...!

always wondered how it is when you see your life passing by you in a second...

as i told you all after the shocking shake last wednesday...i did see my life pass by in a ziff...of how i was and how life is....and was even thinking oh noss there are lots of things i haven't done yet....!!! many people i haven't keep in touch with because of time constraint!!...and was guessing maybe this is what people go through when you see your life flash before you....

so the saying : live ur life as it is..really need much digestion...

recently i was reminded of the verse John 3:30 He must become greater and I must become less...
indeed when there is a time in yourlife that you feel that ur problem is greater then life...and when there are things that you feel that your life is in "control"...there is a reminder that we have to return to basic...is to let Him be in control of everything....

I have doubts in life that i am doing the right things with my life...but i must learn to let go and let Him...!

Death or Alive....it's not for us to choose!..