Brushing my wings...!

I am brushing my wings today....dusting what's left of it...so i can fly high away for a while...

hari ini adalah mode WATUVER....

what ever happens....just berserah sahaja....

What ever is the outcome... just berserah sahaja...

i leave you'll with another sexy butt moment...!:P

sungguh aku jeles sama org2 yang bercuti ini hari....!!

when i was a kid...

was driving when i passed a house that was having a funeral...i tot of death for a while but then i suddenly thought of my parents...(i know.. i know...apa punya pikiran..) but anyway my parents are well...

and as i drove home...i was waiting at the traffic light and the car next to me was a mother who seems to be scolding her children...

back to my story...i didn't get to publish a post i wanted to do for my mom on mother's day...

suddenly i can't recall how my mom was when i was a kid...!not that i was brought up far..far away from my mom...it's just that i can't really remember...i use to think that my mom was someone very-2 fierce...!but as i rewind my tots...i just can't remember...the only recollection she standing at the door with a hanger in her hand at 5.30pm cos it was time to have our bath....almost every other evening i will get sebatan percuma..!!!

as i grew older she was the financial controller of the family....and as now i look back ...my mom is one strong lady..!! the person that has always told me what ever happens a lady's place is behind her husband...(nasihat w/pun aku belum kahwin)

she was and still is a great lady...a mother and definately a great wife...and now a marvelouse grandmother..(kdg2 aku jeles tgk dia layan edmund dengan dahsyat...even main horsey2....with him on her back)

she's a wonderful cook too...!!

I lap my Ma..........

(Belated Mother's day wish sempena cuti..)

p/s korang rasa kalau my mom baca ini dia nanges atau berdiri sambil pegang hanger ah??

Sometimes life has other plans....DESTINY

(abaikan tajuk..teda kaitan sama post ini...tapi just like this quote this few days....ini lah tema hidup utk weekend panjang yg tidak sepanjang yg diingini)

k...wesaki day...hehehe...sama Ga-wai and Ke-amat-tan....!! to all my friends yang berada di east...sila lah nikmati cuti dengan berharga...sungguh aku jeles...!! (cik buffy sila lah bawa balik mee kolok ya masa balik-haish baru mo takel abg ko sudah dia tunang haiya...)

k lah kemarin kan cuti...tapi rasanya di penuhi dengan sangat penuh when the day before rasa macam tidak waras saja until just wanna packed up dan fly...impromtu sungguh best...the nite before jadi macam perompak mengangkut barang dari Dmansara-damai di tengahmalam...(best pulak ada garmin!! thumbs up!!)
bangun2 ada org bawa trainning vokal...ok jg then flying p sentul menceroboh tempat yg canteks utk bergambar tapi di halau oleh guard yg badan macam bonzer...! anyway it was raining heavyly so pengambaran terpaksa ditunda....then i went to watch Putera Parsi...!! dengan cik adik juvi yg sudi kasi blanja ikan bakar oasis dan tiket muvie....!wah thanks ya...memang ko kotakan janji hehehe...

ya walaupun byk lah adegan yang bikin meradang seperti saat2 genting tapi keinginan bercium...tapi itu di anggap sebagai bukti...bila bercinta memang dunia itu hanya milik berdua saja....(w/pun bangunan sedang retak2 dan roboh2) tapi of all....i think the most mesej yang menujuk hati (eh knp tetiba macam someone i know ah cakap macam ni)....BELIEVE YOUR HEART in doing what is right (bukan exact words lah k...) and WHAT hurt most is being betrayed by your own brother....fuh dahsyat lah...ya memang perasaan paling tidak best di dunia is being betrayed by org2 yang close to you ...may it be kawan2 juga...kalau kawan2 baik cakap betul saja bah...kalau mo tipu2 uii..sakit wo kalau tau...!(Warning dari Kementerian Persahabatan Kekal :P)

oh well...ini smua perasaan yang membuat hati terlonjak utk readykan badan mulut perut..utk trip bajet bersama kengkawan segila..tidak sebadan dan tidak seotak..(aku tipu...cerita di atas teda kaitan actualy dgn cuti tp sebab gila2 bertukar2 duit dong sama UsD sekarang so lagi terasa kehangatan)...fuh another 11 days...i'll be flyin away to a notorius country...!! better get ready my bonzer look lah...supaya teda org berani mess with me and my friends...(kalo pakai celak korang rasa lagi garang kah?)

korang rasa muka begini org berani pick poket kah??

oraito..sblum merapu2 dengan panjang...i better end this right now...mo mengisi perut lah...

fudnote:perut semakin buncit...dan rupa semakin gempal...takpa praktis brutaliti

I think I wanna leave right now........

aduh....can anyone make the time fly slowly but fast at certain time??? permintaan yg tidak betul kan?? hmm it's hard when you want something and don't want it at the same time....mesti korang sudah confuse...sebab hati ini org pun confuse juga sedang...:P

tapi yang pasti 13 hari lagi akan bersama2 segrombolan hati-hati yg berbeza ...size pun memang lah ketara...sorang tu kempis yg memainkan peranan meneutralkan jisim the whole group....the other's just have to maintain their weight...see memang kita saling bantu membantu kan...kali lah hehehe...

kadang2 terpikir kalau smua bekerja di tempat yang sama ...what will happen...?tapi tidak boleh lah nanti ke arah kehancuran...yg ketara secara fizikal....!!

penderaan kanak2 oleh pembantu rumah....(blur disengajakan utk tapuk identiti)

sebenarnya teda byk benda mo di tulis and mo di cerita tapi tidak tau apa....so hence the kucar kacir of this post....pic too...hidup dan perasaan hati pun kucar kacir abit actually right now..nothing more sebab work kan...i think my work place is eating me inside and out bit by bit...mo cakap tidak suka...ok juga lah it pays well....but maybe it's just the people around me lah tu....tindakan durang...perkara2 yang mereka buat makes me a little confuse... bukan little lagi tapi byk...aduh if you know what's goin on in the office right now memang korang akan pengsan..! dgn sibuk dengan kerja...dgn kehidupan fantasi lagi...

i think i am getting to involve lah dengan mereka-mereka ini membuat hidup ini lebih complex...and it's really breaking rules of my life....(ah..as i am typing this i know why....:P) (tu lah suka blog ni ...luah2 saja tau knp sudah)...yeah i really think that i am getting too involve lah with mereka sini cerita cerita mereka...and now tia tau knp...apa yg they say or what i here effects me deeply...dulu kebal...!! sekebal2 nya...marah kena umpat...biar saja..sekarang ni...adoyai..pandai sudah i buat2 muka tidak puas hati sama makcik2 or cakap kasar balik...! terbawa2 lagi sampai esok hari...aduh...

sama cerita2 yang sedang berlaku also kinda membuat me sad and menyampah at the same time...!! knp ah durang ni..tidak pikir kah? setakat having fun utk seketika waktu kah?? tapi really sad lah kalau korang tau...really2 sad....(see??? knp ini smua effect aku ni???)

k k..lepas ni akan buat tidak tau....hehehe macam boleh kan...?i think i will start lah dengan dulu2...p kerja balik kerja...lantak lah hear no evil,see no evil,speak no evil...!!!

korang rasa di saigon ada bungee jump kah??? kalau tidak hmm i think i have to menjerit2 dalam terowong2 kegelapan sambil menarik seluar siapa2 didepan aku pada masa itu....!!

can't wait....can't waitttttttttttttttttttttttttttt..........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

aku ada satu juta..korang ada???

crazynote: hidup ini semakin gila...so tulisan pun gila...abaikan..!

Bounty Weekend...

weekend is gone and it's ain't coming back....

I think i had a bountifullness weekend...apart from working on a weekend...waking up early weekend morning to go to work....i sure need a rest...!!

i became a ding dong millionare too....:P walking the street with 1 million in my purse sure gives me the great confidents :P....by the way i did a couple photoshoot too (imagine rushing in the morning...shooting and then rushing back to office...) i had to change in between...hahahah changing my cloths while driving is my latest skill i aquired hahhahaha....(gambar boleh didapati di http://jenkfoto.blogspot.com/2010/05/amal-and-mukmin-pre-wed.html)

i really can't wait for my break with my darlings in a few weeks...

but i have to get through this hectic week first...

Hati ini tetiba merindui DIA....and i know i need HIM for my strength to go on this walk....makin hari ,org di sekitar sangat memberi impak yang tidak bagus di hati... i think i really need to bail out of this place...it's just getting not healthy more and more each day....!!

fudnote: Hati...silalah berjalan dengan tenang setiap hari....silalah abaikan bila jiwa goyah...terus lah berjalan...

When trying to lie low....

i am overwelm with friends supports...terharu biru bila mendapat mesej bersabar....yeah...aku tau dalam segala sesuatu ada masa nya...and this is the time to be SABAR....

this few days ada rasa ingin mencintai dan mengasihi diri sendiri lebih....it's not selfish..but i sort of think that it's about time i think about myself....(takda kah org mo blanja me karoks or makan ha???)hehehe...tetiba promote pulak kan...

kadang2 memang ada masa kita rasa we have had it lah...itu yg i rasa...but after sembang luahan hati yesterday with ms Buffy...i think i'm gonna give it a try of trying again..not trying to change everything but just to try to enjoy life as it is... but i will still rather God send me somewhere else instead of put me in this hole..!ada rasa ketidakpuas hatian sama everybody sampai menyampah tahap sampah....and it is sucking the life and laugther out of me...!kiri kanan pun rasa tidak boleh trust...kepercayaan kini diragui...! tapi tak pa lah...! i need the strength just to go on...

so i rasa i need to just have some days off away from people around me...utk mendapat darah yg baru...:P...tak pa dalam 20 hari...akan bertemu dengan org2 yang aku cintai...! and i am really excited sampai melonjak2 lemak di perut...! cos they all get the best out of me...!...

mari kita gegarkan tanah itu dengan lompatan kita...!!!..YEAY...!!

(i dun laike being with the people around me they are plain mean....)

Ini tempat puaka...!!

Please God...get me out of this crazy place...!!

today..i was angry until i shivered and i cried...! damn this feelin..! damn...

ini tempat puaka....zombie2 banyak...!! i seldom am angry and breakdown on the spot but today i did...!! today i did...!

Tuhan once again ...aku tak tahan lagi lah dengan org2 sini...tolong lah..mereka ini semua masalah dunia...pls...pls get me out of this place...

Hang Over...

Semacam ada hang over....

i just can't get up and do things...but luckily i don't have a splitting headache...and no..i wasn't so drunk that i am having a terrible hang over today...(actually yesterday was worst)...i just had a great time "partying" with old friends...it has been a long long time since i hang out with my kind of people :P....(wonder what kind is that??) i mean people that i am freely to express myself and be myself...tak payah jaga2 imej2....

started off friday lepas kerja...! i think kami jalan satu selangor wo....Cik Juvi turun ke kajang....! terus di pekena kan satay kajang...(yg di bawa balik sisa2 ke sentul)....lepas sesi senaman mulut terus senaman vokal....ok juga tp ada dua org butterfly sibuk dan obses with my Nikko...terbang sini sana setiap sudut mengclick2 kan gambar...sudah itu post ini tidak bergambar kerana rasanya satu pun gambar tidak sesuai...smua lucah2 belaka....

lepas sesi vokal....we went for makan in sentul (aku suka itu tempat juvi...thanks..)eh thanks cik buffy blanja ehehhee...sampai2 rumah sudah 2am...adoii..i am getting old hehehe...

then saturday had time out mengasap2kan diri d rumah Encik di Sunway Semenyih....spontaneously...the Abi's clan from Damansara pun turun padang dengan putera asher...(isk..his gonna be a gals heartrob...gila cium2 pompuan..)demand lagi tu...sampai tarik2 baju dan rambut....Food seimbang kan kan?? semua ada.. hahaha...splendid indeed...hang around balik2 rumah sudah amost 1am...

terus sunday KO....tido saja....bangun makan tidooooooooooo...!

what a boring life kan??:P

but i really had time off lah...rasa ini lah crowd i really wanna be with...friends yang seakan family....
i miss lah times macam ni...people around me currently are just not the people i think i wanna be with...


travel not: DAYEMMMMMMMM...24 hari lagi before blast off...smua seakan2 masih tido....

p/s boring kan kalau post teda gambar??tiapa...sekali skala...

Dejavu!!

If you're a friend would you tell or would you keep a silent....

sorry another confusing post...tolongggggggg....

NO SURPRISE....

It's no surprise i won't be here tomorow...I can't believe i stayed till today....

ini lagu memang ngam lah dalam perasaan ni...i know sampai you all pun malas mau dengar kan....! sometimes i wonder wat makes me still where i am....kalau ikut kata hati lama sudah blah...!tp selalu nya hati tidak boleh pakai kan ...?our ways sometimes will not be the best for ourself kan...?i am still waitting and waitting for the day to come..when i can just sit down and look up and say...Now i know why......

kadang2 eh bukan selalu i wish to be near my friends...but i think that's not wat is best kan...nanti hancus (:P)...ada kawan2 dekat pun tarak boleh pakai punya...hehehe...

tapi i can tell you gila kalau cakap tidak nervouse...kalau tidak berjaya what's next then?? tapi kalau berjaya adoiii...back to square one...

tapi tidak apa lah masa yamg ada nikmati saja and kasi enjoy saja..ok starting from today...i wanna spend time with kengkawan old..new...i wanna spend time when i can now...(bergantung pada durang mau spend time sama gwe lah tu).....

kadang2 abaikan kengkawan ni lama2 pandang kiri kanan habuk pun tarak...ok guys...i am coming your way...so be ready..!!!

p/s aku sudah ambil cuti utk bulan 6 macam mana dengan kamu?

Treatment for the heart....

There's a saying that shopping is the best treatment for the heart.....

ternyata benar....i kinda hate this feelin...ada perasaan malas,menyampah,sedih,hati kencang....kecewa...dengan dunia ini...

actually it's the negative vibes from the people around me is sinking my soul....selalu nya bila ada perasaan begini ada lah baik nya i stay away kan....??

aku juga tau aku tidak sama seperti org2 sekitar aku...(baru sedar kah???)

dan aku juga sedar bukan smua org kita boleh percaya....peliks kan human being ni...teda kaitan pun mo tipu kan...? i susah mo terima lah kalau terang2 org kita kenal tipu kita...and where we live in a land where byk batu api...mak datok...tolong lah...kadang2 rasa mau potong saja telinga ini supaya tidak dapat mendengar apa2....

yeah..there's something bothering me...ada org buat something yg i got to know that word around mengatakan it's my fault....i normaly don't take heart tapi tia tau lah knp ini barang ganggu betul2...tapi then again org membawa kata2 itu pun patut tidak percaya jugak...terus makes me wonder fulamak ...org sekitar aku ni penipu2 belaka....biarlah yg i anggap kawan,atau i anggap kenalan...sick lah...it makes me feel so sickening sampai perut....paling benci adalah org pakai nama org...!!adoii...and oso org yg di kantoi kan....i just hate being lied too that's all...

aku juga ada hati...aku juga ada hidup sendiri..and i am also entitle to live my life...

oh ya back to the treatment...aduh..call it impulsive...aku p shop for something tadi dan beratus2 keluar...tapi aku rasa best lepas itu...ternyata shopping ada lah treatment yang baik utk hati.....you guys must try it...keluar2  go and but something terus akan merasa bagus...akan merasa best...ini ok daripada makan bukan2 k...hehehe...

k lah i think i best close this account lah...lepas ni happy tots saja k...lepas ni tukar topic ceria....

baru isi borang cuti luar negara....then rasa best..lepas ni fokus kepada jalan2 bersama besties2...dan lupakan lah pakcik menari di tiang itu...!!(togou...ko mesti kasi teman aku utk erase ini ah!!)

nota hati:jangan cuba tipu kawan k...sebab bila kawan tau..kawan akan rasa sakit...tak payah tipu...kalau sudah kawan ..memang akan kantoi....

MUAL

Teringat pakcik pole dancing....hari ni mual...

KEPO VS CARING

sometimes when we know too much...or accidently stumble on things better unknown makes our otak sakit.....antara being KEPO or just caring....

kalau kita ambil tau hal org terlampau byk pun menyusah kan hati kita...ini pun tidak sengaja...ini barang macam de ja vu ...pernah di lalui dan pernah menyebabkan pergaduhan besar....and ulangan lagi tapi ni lain org... i hate that i always terstumble secara tidak sengaja...hahaha i know you guys don't understand wat the hell i am writting about but...i am just having a hard time diffrentiating antara being a kepo atau just being a friend that cares....susah betul kan...mo buat tidak tau pun knp lah selalu terstumble upon the truth...tapi biasalah masing2 sudah besar dewasa pandai bezakan baik dari betul...

aku harus belajar bukan saja menutup sebelah mata tapi juga menutup hati...sebab itu hal itu org sendiri pilih jalan...harap itu org nanti tidak jatuh dan sakit ....jadi kawan adalah perkara yg sangat susah...well alright...ini saja merapu yg tidak tentu....just luahan perasaan bah...sebab this feelin is killing me inside to see someone walking on a path towards hurting one self....

THE END...

Something that tickles my ribs....

Was thinking how to tell this story...at first didn't want to write about this but i kinda think it's something fun and to laugh at...
last weekend was a funny and amusing all expenses paid for "holiday"...this is a story wat we did at nite...first nite we all went for karaoke session...(biasalah kalau org p outstation ini memang activity wajib) first nite normal...second nite ...because the session finish late...we decided to just hang out at the hotel lounge..we had to walk a little...i was crazy enough to go out with 3 guys....(and this is not me...) but just to have fun so we went..masuk2 musik nya seakan2 menyebabkan jantung melompat2 ikut beat...tapi buat2 normal saja..(eh knp tukar indon plak ya??) there was a philipino band...yg geli hati ialah ada some guys yg kulit tebal kulit kerbau were dancing...memang ala kampung lah...dancing2...Thank God it was dark kalau tidak nampak betul we 4 ketawa nak mampus...dance move ala2 lady gaga pun ada ...mas idayu pun ada...pencak silat pun ada...KAMON laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...stripping pun ada (tapi hanya tops)

byk2 lah tarian they all.....

kami order minum...they guys had ice lemon tea...coke and sprite....i had pinacolada....wa cakap lu...ini pinacolada 2001 kali yucky....telan saja sebab sudah mahalllllllllllll...!!!

we just sat around dengar lagu2...sambil tengok 2 samdol menari ala2 tak senonoh...tetiba i look around terasa lain...cakap dengan kiri kanan...terus we all decided to leave after finishing our awful drink....

sila baca kembali...aku cakap di dance floor ada 3 org mamat menari kan...!!!
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DEMMIT semacam GAY CLUB................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YUCKSSSSSSSSSSSSS

terus on the spot pina colada mo kluar dari mulut gwe..........

adoyaiiiiiiiiiiii.....please lah ....!!

tp of all paling kesian one of the guy with us...sudah lah first time p ...p pulak tempat mcm ni..!! yucksssssssssssss


note to self: jgn p tempat yg gelap2 yg ada sedikit org yg bergerak gerikan suspicious...

Weekend With The OFFICE....

tired...tired..tired....!! but well..just anggap a holiday with expenses paid for...!..went to seremban for a bloody workshop...but was like a holiday of eating and hanging out with friends from the office instead....! we did nothing but sit around for 3 days...!! but wat i like best is reminiscing what games we use to play during our childhood...bila bos tanya bincang apa...? cakap bincang strategy kerja..! LOL..

the lack of sleep makes today a hard day at the office....!! knp lack of sleep? adoii biasalah whole day bengkel...! then petang2 activity..darn it i tell you it's fun to see org2 bijak pandai playing a simple game of treasure hunt...! and to top the icing on the cake ..in heavy rain....rupanya susah pulak they all mau fikir simple2 things hehehehe...

and fun too to watch them exercise...this was the first time our office have this sort of activities during workshops...it made me feel i was good at something too hhahaaha...maybe age factor lah..

aduh knp formal sangat cerita hari ni ah???

sambung kemudian lah...gambar takda sebab kamera tak bawa

Rindu kan FUN & KETAWA...

it's thursday ALREADY?????? demn can someone please slow down this clock....i just can't catch up.....

to think of it i had only 2 days of lousy day..but it affected almost the whole week???kurang ajar lah ini perasaan.....!! rasa mau saja baling2 dilautan...(best kan kalau dapat p laut?) but today aku sedikit waras....i tot of things..then i decided not to let this feeling let me down....akan tetapi...jeng..jeng..jeng...(apersal sebut nama sendiri ni ha?) today...i have a sharp backpain...my head is throbbing like there's a drum beat in it...and my nose is meleleh tanpa henti...!! oh well today is gonna be a great day...a good one...!! (tetiba positif tidak tentu pasal) not gonna complain about anything ....just living the living....!!

ada org berkata...org suka sangat saya dan saya spesel sebab...saya pandai berjenaka...aku seorang bubly freak....aku seorang yg sweet dan cute (ini tambah sendiri) dan aku pandai kasi neutral keadaan..... tp utk makluman...aku juga bisa nangis...dan aku pasti bukan lah superman....ada juga hari2 yang aku malas berjenaka....ada hari yang aku malas berceriakan keadaan..dan ada hari juga aku menunggu org menceriakan aku...tp aku tau...semua bermula dari diri sendiri...so mari lah aku menceriakan kamu..kamu..dan kamu..dan juga aku sendiri....!!

Hidup ini tidak seindah mana...! tapi kita boleh creat keindahannya sendiri...!!let's be happy today....!! hati tidak ok tidak apa...just put a smile (palsu pun palsu lah) think of the funniest time you ever had...and it will surely make ur day.. sampai bisa pee dalam pants... this was my wildest laughter : (aku rasa gembira hari ni dan ketawa berabis dalam ofis sebab ni)

sekian terima kasih...!!

(maafkan aku kalau maruah kengkawan terpaksa aku gadaikan demi mengejar satu ketawa hari ni but admit it i made you laugh kan??)

(jogging telah di tunda sehingga belakang sembuh..ni bukan alasan tapi realiti...) dan hati ini masih sakit hati...tapi aku pilih utk ketawa hari ini...

Lydia...Penjual Kain warna Ungu....

Melihat tajuk mesti ramai terkejut kan.....??

dan tidak kurang pun org yang akan perasan bahawa posting ini tentang dia....(jd yg bernama lydia sila lah jgn terharu...tapi sila lah ambil iktibar kihkihkih)

strange but true....gambar di bawah membuat aku sengkang mata mencari makna satu nama iaitu LYDIA....

dan sesungguh nya sangat menakjubkan result dari research yg telah di buat...(cari lah sendiri kalo korang mau tau)...

satu saja yg catch my eye ...lydia adalah seorang penjual kain ungu...!! (part of it lah...) tapi of all lydia mendengar dan ingin merespon...(ini tidak di dapati di WB yg aku join hari tu ya...so don't get me wrong) ini merely cos of gambar ini saja...membuat aku ingin tau tentang karektor Lydia...setahu aku all i know about lydia (yg i know lah) dia kuat makan...eh opss...lari topik pulak hahahhaa...

k lah...mungkin ini sebab Today was one of the harderst (ada ka perkataan ni?) day of work life...memang benar bila ada perasaan when byk masalah and org di sekitar ko tidak paham membuat keadaan sangat sukar...lets put it this way the day was full of event yg tidak sepatutnya happen...smua happen....sampai membuat aku mo p tempat yg paling tinggi di ofis dan terjun ke bawah...this was one of the day i just felt like crying..and i did...bodoh punya ofis apasal pulak lah open concept...nasib baik staff aku tak nampak...i cried and cried until i felt better..........(this was how bad today was) i felt like this world was full of unfairness....adakah aku di hukum cos warna kulit (u guys know wat i mean).....bila selama ini arahan yg di bagi tetiba berubah setelah ko explain dengan student2 yg maki2 ko....bila perkara yg ko buat adalah salah dan org lain buat benda sama adalah dibenarkan....dan bila org lain diberi reward yg ko rasa ko pun mau...tp itu tidak mungkin...dan bila org yg dekat menjadi seperti yg lain yg tidak peduli langsung akan keadaan sukar yg dilalui...dan bila org treat u like it's all ur fault..and bila org treat you like shit when you're trying ur best....all of these made me cry.....(adalah sukar utk me to be without my shield...but today...perisai hati di bolosi...)

i knew it yesterday sunset was too good to be true....

exercise note: i think i burn so much calorie today just by being angry....i did walk up 11 stairs....by the way...2 hari jogging membuat seluruh badan sakit dan aku kini berjalan terkangkang2....(sakit kaki n belakang)

Hati terusik melihat sunset....

Today started badly....dengan staff yang missing in action sebab jiwa kacau...if he were younger i give a damn..but ini tidak dah mau pencen...(but well semua org ada problem)....1 week missing and he has the nerve turning up with tshirt and track bottom on the most important meeting of my career.....haish yg penting hari ini bukan hari yang baik lah...!



and so i tot....until i went jogging this evening...tetiba buzz someone yang tidak brapa kenal....ajak jog...and we janji to a place i have been once long time ago...sitting and lepaking looking at the sunset made my heart terusik....and my eyes wanted to shed tears...tapi sebab p sama org yang tia berapa kenal terpaksa lah menahan.....


hidup ini memang indah kan....tapi tidak smua perjalanan hidup kita indah...kadang2 we come to a dead end and you just can't go no where....and this is the time you just have to sit down and enjoy things around you...serius i tell you...today's sunset was inspiring.....yeah aku akui....ada baik nya utk ada satu hari utk kita menangis sepuas2nya.....its a release....SUN i love ya...dari fajar pagi...sampai kau terbenam ko memberi ku kelegaan....dan harapan utk hadapi hari seterusnya dengan tenang.....

Well Jane everything will not be ok...but lifes goes on.....

p/s aku jogging lagi tadi...sama naik tangga tingkat 11....dan aku puas hati dengan diri sendiri...

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aku tau hari ni kenapa aku suka sunset....sebab after a hard day...bila aku tengok the sun go down....aku rasa macam smua masalah hari itu pun turun bersama matahari..dan hati aku akan rasa sangat lega dan sangat bagus yang hari itu telah aku lalui....

Labouring Weekend

Happy Belated Labour day (hehehe...ada kah benda utk ini?)

what i did for the weekend??? I was hoping for a free and quite weekend that i can rest...tapi sebalik nya kerana pelawaan cik buffy mengjoin kem kebijaksanan wanita mereka sebagai sorang photograper yang perosak...friday nite drag myself utk p ....but anyway...ok lah juga lama sudah tidak ambil2 gambar org org...sama mendekati diri kepada ketentuan ilahi hehehe...

saturday morning,terawal bangun and rasa perlu continue kerja yg belum siap ...dan demi cinta ku pada Buffy aku pigi juga....

nasib baik hari itu aku memakai superman aku...sebab pada hari itu aku rasa aku betul2 perlu superman punya kekuatan....fuh.....alang2 jadi photog...jadi tukang potong bawang terus...tukang potong buah...tukang potong sayur...tukang kauk nasi....jungle2 pisau dan camera dalam masa yang sama ...fuh...i was sweating bullets....basah baju...

but couldn't sambung perjuangan saturday nite sebab had a rili2 gila2 splitting headache....rasa macam kepala mau pecah...! (sampai hari ni masih lagi rasa macam tengkorak kena kapak)kecundang betul... stamina kurang mungkin sama panas juga....! aduh...tapi secara tidak langsung ada dengar mesej2 juga lah....ok juga lah teringat zaman2 kegemilangan dulu2...

Seriusly after last nite, gwe betul2 rindu akan kawan-kawan gwe yang close banget....best juga ada org standing by kita masa kita perlu...sama peluk kita....! tapi well those were the days bah kan ...jam ini tidak mungkin di putarkan kembali...so kena look ahead kan...oraite lah...mo stopping dulu...! betul2 rasa generasi muda ni perlu step up lah...! well buffy...you did a gud job...bangga sama lu...sayang banget sama lu...bila lah kita boleh keluar makan sama2 ah...!?

Fudnote: aku berjaya p jog tadi...tapi satu round saja terus rasa mo pengsan mati terus berhenti dan balik hehehhe..!!