When trying to lie low....

i am overwelm with friends supports...terharu biru bila mendapat mesej bersabar....yeah...aku tau dalam segala sesuatu ada masa nya...and this is the time to be SABAR....

this few days ada rasa ingin mencintai dan mengasihi diri sendiri lebih....it's not selfish..but i sort of think that it's about time i think about myself....(takda kah org mo blanja me karoks or makan ha???)hehehe...tetiba promote pulak kan...

kadang2 memang ada masa kita rasa we have had it lah...itu yg i rasa...but after sembang luahan hati yesterday with ms Buffy...i think i'm gonna give it a try of trying again..not trying to change everything but just to try to enjoy life as it is... but i will still rather God send me somewhere else instead of put me in this hole..!ada rasa ketidakpuas hatian sama everybody sampai menyampah tahap sampah....and it is sucking the life and laugther out of me...!kiri kanan pun rasa tidak boleh trust...kepercayaan kini diragui...! tapi tak pa lah...! i need the strength just to go on...

so i rasa i need to just have some days off away from people around me...utk mendapat darah yg baru...:P...tak pa dalam 20 hari...akan bertemu dengan org2 yang aku cintai...! and i am really excited sampai melonjak2 lemak di perut...! cos they all get the best out of me...!...

mari kita gegarkan tanah itu dengan lompatan kita...!!!..YEAY...!!

(i dun laike being with the people around me they are plain mean....)