this sweet life of mine...

yeah i know i know the title of this blog sounds unreal....

today was one of those days that i really don't get what this world is to me....like everything seems so unfair,so not what i wanted...from the most complicated thing to the simplest things....maybe blame it on PMS...

(picswheretakenduringmyrecenttriptpsingaporeatthedurianbuildingthingyiforgotthename)

i remember i had the same feeling 2 weekend ago when i was down in the lion city....i had a feelin of really missing travelling and missing time spending with friends......2 weeks berturut2 without rest makes one miserable i need a breaky...but i am dry..so i really need to just endure this feelin...

oh well i am lucky compare to more then 1,111,111 people in this world definately...!so well jane..ur life wud seem to be perfect to others...others envy you...so just enjoy what you have..!k...enjoy...

My heart is missing someone...

Suddenly my heart is missing SOMEONE who is suppose to be near and dear to me....

Missing the days and nites talking,pouring out of heart...

Missing the days when i know someone will be watching over me...and reassuring me...

and give me hope

Missing the feeling of a hand holding mine...and gripping it to tell me it's ok...

the one i share everything with...the tears and laugthers...

the first person i talk to in the morning...and the last person i summerize the whole day to...

the feelin of someone giving me everlasting love.....unconditional love...

Days turn to weeks...weeks turn to months....and months will turn to years...

what have i done,what have i done

what have i lost...what have i lost...

I lost a FRIEND who is suppose to be forever in my heart...

I lost the most precious relationship in the world

Where can i run, where can i hide...

i know i will have to seek...i will have to find myself...

get back on my feet and run the race again...

run till the finish line...

But i am not strong to do it myself...

I need help...

would YOU help me find my back the path i am suppose to go?

Would you help me?

Fudnote: Ketika menulis ini...aku rasa aku kehilangan sesuatu yang sangat berharga dalam kehidupan aku...doakan lah supaya aku temukan kembali cinta yang sejati...supaya perlumbaan hidup ini tidak sia2...tapi damai sejahtera akan ku temukan...

Missing My BestFriend...:P

I am missing my bestfriend and is blaming it on H1N1...cos she's been working round the clock disebabkan oleh penyakit ini..!!

So, well all the best and take care ya...! (macam lah dia ni baca blog aku..! seratus hari baru sekali kot...) yg membaca nya tolong kabar kan kepada nya aku rindu lah sama dia...:P

Lagu Rindu

Artist: Kerispatih

Bintang malam katakan (sampaikan) padanya

Aku ingin melukis sinarmu di hatinya

Embun pagi katakan padanya

Biar ku dekap erat waktu dingin membelenggunya

Tahukah engkau wahai langit

Aku ingin bertemu membelai wajahnya

Kan ku pasang hiasan angkasa yang terindah

Hanya untuk dirinya

Lagu rindu ini kuciptakan

Hanya untuk bidadari hatiku tercinta

Walau hanya nada sederhana

Ijinkan ku ungkap segenap rasa dan kerinduan

(lagu ni bukan 100% berkaitan dengan post ini...just nak share lagu pada korang....this song is currently my obsession...search lah kat youtube..best ini lagu..! )

I miss you : MANILA....

I want to travel...can somebody help me???

tetiba hari ni aku rindu bangat sama ini tempat...!

tetiba aku rindu jugak tuna pie jolly bee...(ini semua salah ko togou!!!)and
aku rindu sama tu weird thingy yg kita makan dari jolly bee..!! masa di sana cakap yucks tapi sekarang macam best pulak!!!..
Aku rindu makan pancit pagi2...
aku rindu org panggil2 "maam..maam..pili na..pili na.." lacoste..lacoste...
aku rindu sama intramuros dan uncle bullets hole...
aku rindu sama box karaoke yang kita tia pandai pakai...a
ku rindu sama rum emparador...aku rindu buko pie...
aku rindu makan lechion...
aku rindu sama ghor n jerry
aku rindu sama hotel palm entah apa sudah tu...
rindu juga spagetti jollybee...!!
aku rindu asking charles to convert duit peso p ringgit...
aku rindu jadi gila bila nampak handbags and pearls...
dan aku rindu byk-byk..byk lagi..!!

Most of all aku rindu sama kamu orang la....!!!!!!!!!

kamu orang ada rindu saya kah?? (kahkahkah soalan berani mati )atau korang rindu sama tuna pie??


sedar kah gambar ini "kita" (espesially aku lah tu) nampak sangat gemokssssssssssssssss....!!! (hidup aku berubah lepas trip ini..!! aku makin malas bersenam..makin byk makan...dan makin bertambah jisim!!! I HATE YOU GUYS FOR MAKING ME FATTTTTTTTTTTTTTT...!! (gurauan aja ya))

travel note:Please guys..can we do another trip together??

p/s like the new theme song??:P