Seafood

what a way to spend a saturday ....so i thought...but magically guthing fish is a life motivater....

my uncle and friends came all the way from goldcoast just to fish in Rompin....and came back with lots of fishes....lots i tell you lots....(sorry no pics....don't want risking Nicko smelling fishy....)

so i finally got time to gut all the fishes...and sotongs by the way....

scaling scales was mind staking...but then i realise why God created fish with scales...cos they have soft skin...once the scales are off the skin easily tore....guess it's like humans too..we tend to have this self defense thingy that often we put one...once some people provoke our comfort zone...we just strike back...!actually inside we are soft....oh well what the heck i am talking about...it's just something i learn today....

God knows every weakness we have that's why He provides us Him as the scaless...and He knows every need we have...He knows the best....
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well today is a day well spend..eating and eating and resting...after so long i have not been having weekends away from work...and i am glad for today...

 i end this post with a stern warning...never watch TV when you're frying something...!!! DANG....anyone care for fry..erm i mean...crispy burned chicken wings...!! :P

when blinded by love

Is it really true that..when people are in love they will be blinded by love..?



my office is full of lovey dovey people now a days.....!blinded by love..! takpa lah...pandai2 tupai melompat pandai jatuh juga nanti...! masa suka suki ni smua nya indah...! tunggu lah nanti...

work was never this hard before..! i awkward la masa di bincang dalam meeting benda2 cintan2 ni...! kamon lah haish takkan takda harga diri...!

enjoying calorie....(aku sudah gumuk)

tak palah...let's sit down and enjoy the show.....i mean it this time i don't want to have to deal with any love dovey people who tiba2 emo2 and pekak kepada nasihat org...i tell you having affair with people in the office is a very dangerous thingy...!.
oh Lord teach me to dust my shoes...i just don't want to be apart of these people...

how do you swear in vietnamese...???

&^*(^%&(%$#@#.... if i could just swear in vietnamese.....dang...i was searching for this vietnamese rice paper since monday....!! my mom called up asking to buy it as she wanted to teach how to make this in her ladies fellowship...so the quest of searching bermula dari kajang,bangi..sampai jusco balakong..! satu midval pun cari2 sampai cik buffy kita nampak sangat keletihan menjadi pengikut...! we even went to ask at the thai restaurant.....they use to have but sold off.....finally i remembered the vietnamese restaurant....we went there and  phew they had them..! but what the what !!!!!!!! it cost a bomb.... shaitssssssssss...rippoff betul kan...!!
it cost RM9 for only 26 pieces..........!!!! cilakak punya kedai...tapi then again apa boleh buat i needed it...! terus beli 3...triple cilakak...!!

to make the ultimate cilakas....ada lah bah ini org sms aku di saigon hari tu dia beli 7000 dong for 50 pieces....darn it...that is like...it's like RM2 for 50 pieces...lu bikin gwa sakit hati togs
..bikin panas...bila aku p saigon next time aku akan bawa satu karung balik....!!!!


money can't compare with my mother's love....~ (ayat kasi sedap hati)

Guilty as charge....

with all the stress happening around me...and all are mostly non related to me...!! i decided to give myself a real break from everything....!!nyum nyum nyum....wat can beat...

cookies and cream icecream with fresh strawberry top with honey...!!!

sorry for the blurr photo...!! i couldn't wait to dig in...!!!

i learn one thing yesterday:

Life is a confuse thing that we just have to let go and let God do His thing.....!

My brain is frying itself!

this few days have been painstakingly busy....running here and there...doing this and that...thinking about this and that....! until i can litterally feel my brain frying it self....!(darn it...really hoping for a holiday )...

how the days passed by so fast...super fast...until you don't realize that today is already wednesday....!!
but to compensate these feelins...i found out i still have the saigon pics in my office pc...(heheh..thanks for double backup...)

with all the things happening around me i feel that i am living in a cinema...!! watching things happen in front of me...!! tapi takpa tidak perlu di ganggu oleh langau2 yg berterbangan...!! kaibigans sekalian...!! mari lah berjalan hhahaa...

i think i am goin to HCMC in October...anyone mau join??

Kursus Membosan kan...

dodling away masa kursus....

I am bored....

Di cameron sekarang, boring mau mampus...i think its fun kalau datang dengan kengkawan but this datang dengan org ofis...adoyai...bosang........!!!!!!!!! sudah lah rasa mau demam this....!!

What Happen to the enjoyable life???

as i was driving to work this morning...i saw 2 squirrels playing on a tree...it hit me: What the Heck happen to this life....!! we use enjoy little things in our life...laugh about almost everything big and small...!! but now it's like just living the life just for the sake of living....!! (paham??)...

but come to think about it,looking at the squirrels playing..makes me so want to just goof around and just have fun for a moment...and not to take everything so seriuosly...I smiled...and i was sure my heart leap for joy for a second or two...

maybe it's just a process of growing up...no..growing older and wiser...! it's like these egg shells....it was brokened into pieces..only to be made into such fine art....!!

 i want to be broken into pieces to be a fine art....

Fudnote: Tuhan kasi lah kekuatan utk bertahan....supaya boleh menjadi bejana yg lebih canteks

it's my heart that i'll follow this time...

I think i am bored of getting angry..actually tired of getting angry at people who are not worth it...

i think i am gonna turn it all around tonite...buat apa juga marah2 lama kan..biar saja lah...cukup lah seminggu marah...!!

one more time...i am just glad to be alive and breathing...!!You never said...You never said this life would be this hard....!but anyway...nobody said it was easy....

lepas ni...akan menganjurkan aktiviti2 menghiburkan hati k...!!

 fudnote: to make right every wrong turn that i've learn....

Already Gone

Anger is so bothering me right now.....

need a cooling down period....

i am so fed up until i wanna vommit.....

oh well...i don't wanna be bothered and spoil my life with people who are not worth it.....

JANE...!! please pick up urself and let go...enjoy life as it comes....!!

futnote: i think i am gonna start jogging again lah....takut kalah sama kasut NB.....oh darn...i so want the green NB....

it's just life....

it's just life...no matter what life just goes on day by day....

i was listening to a song this morning when i woke up...Give me Jesus...which was posted by abi in his FB....suddenly came to think about that's all one need in their life...kan? peliks kan...i seldom post about my faith in respect to everyone who reads this blog....but yeah everyone just need a pillar in their life to carry on...

but right now all i need is my Jesus.....

i am just falling and drowning in life now....it's another time again where everything is just wrong....and i am down and wanna just get out...i just can't wait when i can see everything clearly again when i can see the sunrise,sunset,rainbow and be just awed....


i know this feelin is temporary...but it's just hard right now...

p/s but i knw that God has been great....in times like this He sents angels to be with me...! togs thanks for relentlessly hearing me complainning about people at work...(i so love the time we drive round2 my office hunting for the vampire to come out hahahaha)

now glams is with me for a week...!! yeay...! !!

Therapy in need

No wonder dy said it's therapy....after a whole day of anger and fumes....last nite just before midnite we had a little project of our own....i told togou that i like a certain "kuih" and i always had this after meeting....and she said it was easy peasy to make and can make it in 30 minutes..so we went hunting for stuffs...it was 11pm most of the shops almost close...but thank God for pasar mini....!!we bought everything and rush home

mixing the stuff until  consistensy becomes like a plastersin...(ini itu org yg ajar yg kasi tau lah)

shape it...

boil it...wait till it floats..

lastly do the santan dance...!!

yeah she really proved that it could be done in 30 minutes...20 minutes to be exact...(yes we did time it)

it's jemput2 bah kan???eh bukan pulak ...onde2... i guess i like this kuih cos...everytime after a hard meeting...when my self esteem become low after all the complaining,more assignment piliing up..this certain kuih just makes me happy..when you bite in it there is a sweet gula melaka that i love...and it cools down the fumes....yeah...i felt better after eating this last nite...and it was home made...!!

hoping today will be a better day oh Lord...! 

Stupidos Alcato...!!

it makes me sad when seeing unscropulos people.....when bosses are on my ass everyday...and staffs are being un reasonable.....been having lot's on my mind lately....thinking of this and that...settleling this and that....found some unwanted white hairs too....(like my mom said: Age is catching up) sometimes i wish for a time off away...but i am glad though...at time like this God has make ways for me to understand more about life...about self....if it was up to me i'll be fuming...!! but i am glad i still have this little of patiences in me.....and thank God for having a temporary roomate in time like this....walaupun kita dua mengantok2 and tetiba in the middle of a conversation will just drop to sleep....hahaha..! and will be awaken by someone suddenly asking me what time izit in the middle of the wee hours....!!

well now i know all things happens for a reason....i can't wait for my breakthrough!!!!...i feel like flying!!!

(maap lah gambar besar2...just want to tell that i am really really tired of this life....)

Long weekend with friends

Had a long long weekend... feels like weekends are fully booked....fully utilize...rasa macam kerja jadi photographer saja....!!photog perosak......had a photoshoot of friends......it was damn hot i tell you...we started at 10am...

they requested not to put up publicity of them so due to that there won't be a post soon...

after the photoshoot...i went muvie watching with my sista....a.k.a assistant.....thanks lahong for being a director and assistant.....sayang sama kau...!

Sunday i had breakfast with this little Hero...Asher...!! he eats a lot...kesian ini budak if aunty jane jaga,...aunty bz talking and lupa mau feed...hehehe...

then proceeded to sunburn my skin under the hot sun at the Flora feast....!! (macam kurang siuman kan togou sini hehehe)

panas2 we decided to rendam2 kaki in this morocon pool... terasa macam melancong kat luar negara...

then we went to lepak at luther's House....

this girl will take over the photo wall soon......

how big their have grown....adoyai....u guys make aunty feel so old....!! after a hard days work and tired terus having fun with the kids terus terasa energetic balik..........

this is us at togou's crib....canteks kan....!!

(this is a quicky post...so hence the writting..)

I had a weekend with friends whom i feel like family who are not really family....!!that is how close you all are in my heart.....)

HEY SOUL SISTA....!!

HappY BiRthDay...LINDA PONGERS....

(wlaupun ini bukan ko dgn dongdeng....)

Hey Soul sista....Happy Birthday k....walaupun kita lain bapa lain mak...tapi selalu org cakap kita ni adik beradik atau kazen..hmm blame it on DNA sharing setiap kali kita makan sama2......if i think of you today...i can think of these things about you :

1. Talking about life n death di bawah rumah di taman mewah indah sampai jam 5.30 pagi...

2. Everything outfit you buy tiba2 i will like too...(itu lah aku ada byk baju tidak dipakai lepas balik sini :P)

3. talking about stuff of the heart...(haish byk perkara bodohkan?)

4.kau suka tido....mana2 kau boleh tido.....

5.tiba2 teringat tipu bos sia ko kazen sia terus dia mo berkenalan....!!nasib baik muka kita sama...

k la...merapu nanti kalau panjang list....so well as you celebrate your bday today (i know ko celebrate in style tonite....n i jeles tidak boleh ikut) i would like to say..thanks for being a sista/kazen and Kabigan...dulu aku anggap ko budak kecik....but u grew up so fast sampai  sama level sama me d....masa ko drive p ranau hari tu..dlm hati gwe ternangis...wah.i used to drive you around and now you are driving me around...tp aku bangga ada kawan macam kau pong...betul kah ko engineer ni??heehhhee..

ok last but not least i want to say....KAU MASIH HUTANG AKU SATU MANGKUK SIPUT...!!!!!

(kasi transelate...i love you and wish the best in everything!!!)

satu bukti ko suka tido....

CHEERS PONG

Tuhan ada..dan Dia tau yg terbaik bagi kita w/pun mungkin terbaik itu kita tidak nampak...but just wait on Him..

(as i end this tetiba aku rasa takut cos ko ada gambar yg tidak bagus tentang aku hahahaah)

Out of breath...

i am feelin like this mansion...just struggling to live in this world which is just catching up so fast....sometimes it really feels like gasping for breath....everything i do seems to just backfires....having problems at work (endless problems i know i know...) having problems with bills..bills...having problems with soul...!!! aduhaiiiii...tolonggggggggggggggggggg!!!!!!!

takpa lah weekend ini mengejar gambar2 .....


fudnote: aku tak suka ini kerja jadi bos ni....first week at it sudah ada org complain kewibawaan gwe....shaits....nyeh...

this sweet life of mine...

yeah i know i know the title of this blog sounds unreal....

today was one of those days that i really don't get what this world is to me....like everything seems so unfair,so not what i wanted...from the most complicated thing to the simplest things....maybe blame it on PMS...

(picswheretakenduringmyrecenttriptpsingaporeatthedurianbuildingthingyiforgotthename)

i remember i had the same feeling 2 weekend ago when i was down in the lion city....i had a feelin of really missing travelling and missing time spending with friends......2 weeks berturut2 without rest makes one miserable i need a breaky...but i am dry..so i really need to just endure this feelin...

oh well i am lucky compare to more then 1,111,111 people in this world definately...!so well jane..ur life wud seem to be perfect to others...others envy you...so just enjoy what you have..!k...enjoy...

Bangun la...waktu p kerja...

I wish i could just stay in bed today.....

Finding A good man...

stumble on this song and i think it's hillarious....anyone? someone...? please get me this pair of shades.....

Shoot in JB....

last weekend i and a friend (diyana) went to JB for a wedding shoot...got to admit it was my first serious shoot....we left kajang at 9pm and arrive in JB at 12 midnite....( i kinda think it's a crazy thing to do) thank God we arrive in one piece.....i stayed at diyana's nenek's house....was fun as the first time meeting the family was like...soalan standed bertubi2....dah kahwin belum?....bila nak kahwin? dah ada belum ? aduiiiiiiiiii......all i did was just smile....!!

k back to the shoot...

the akad nikah was in the masjid....so i had to wear the scarf thingy....it was bad enuff wearing baju kurung....have to try to jungle my camera with the scarf too...phew glad the whole thing was offer in a ziff...everything was so fast...actually too fast until i miss the "aku terima nikah..." part....!! but the groom said it was ok cos actually the improvise things cos needed to go for friday prayer.....

after the akad nikah we headed down to spore....i tell you during the whole trip i was thinking, litterally missing my kabigans....!

i really think spore is one of a good distination for us to explore.....! kamon guys...bila lagi...jauh2 sudah p..dekat2 takkan kasi delay....!!
the next day we had the bersanding...phew... now i know why people charge damn expensive when it comes to taking peoples photo..it's real hard work....

but of all had a new experience and fun....!!!k lazy sudah mo write....tata

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