Lifeless...

This place is sucking the life out of me...!!

ada rupa ofis org yang memang tidak suka kerja dia kah????

well i am sustainning because it pays

it pays...my addiction to travelling...pays my addiction to being with my kabigans...

it pays...to enjoy...!!

sampai bila boleh tahan ni ah..!! takkan sampai pencen kot...! :P (oh ya i am officially bertaraf PENCEN) dang

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perasan kah bilik aku macam aquarium...!

Updet version:

sebenarnya mo kasi tunjuk staff aku tengah mengumpat2 hehehe...

ini keadaan sebenar ..yg hari tu di kemas2kan sikits...wah bangga lah kalau korang cakap ofis gwe kemas wakakakkaka....sebab di ofis ni kononnya meja aku lah paling selerak..!! adakah ini sebab org lain tidak kerja dan aku ni byk kerja...? wakakakakakaka

it's my heart that i'll follow this time...

I think i am bored of getting angry..actually tired of getting angry at people who are not worth it...

i think i am gonna turn it all around tonite...buat apa juga marah2 lama kan..biar saja lah...cukup lah seminggu marah...!!

one more time...i am just glad to be alive and breathing...!!You never said...You never said this life would be this hard....!but anyway...nobody said it was easy....

lepas ni...akan menganjurkan aktiviti2 menghiburkan hati k...!!

 fudnote: to make right every wrong turn that i've learn....

Bila hati rasa confuse...

I don't know what to feel..i should be excited and should be jumping for joy...But i kinda have a mix mode feelin...my brains trying to be sane....trying to live one step at the time...

This morning i walk in my office (dengan environment bilik yg baru..yeah togs..i think i need plants lah...). i really come into conclusion that even though i hate my job and the people around me.. i really think i must take things one step at the time...i know a wind of change is about to blow my way...but i know that the One above has His plans...i don't know what and looks like i will have a hard time adjusting too...but i will try to just live with it...

it's another 3 days to trip...and suppose to be a ultimate trip...but i haven't gotten into the mood yet...cos i was hit by this stupid report that was suppose to be due yesterday..and was stuck bz with it the whole day...!! apasal lah org2 bijak pandai ni..bila last minit tidak dapat buat...kami lah jadi mangsa...damn..i didn't like it.. but what to do..!!!

fudnote: I am feelin nervouse...and i am damn broke ada sepa2 yg mo kasi derma sya duit???

Nightmare has began..!

saja buat gempak tajuk ni..tapi sebenarnya takda hal lah...! just have to learn not to panic and remember to breath...!

OTAK AWAN KELABU...

Hari ini otak serabut...
kalau ikut hati rasa mau cabut2 semua rambut atas kepala ni...
maybe lack of rest....!

long weekend ahead of me...!
going to a place with people i don't like to be with...!

sudah sudah lah 5 hari ...ni nak tambah extra 2 hari bersama...! haish....(bila agak nya perasaan ini akan hilang)

Tuhan kalau dah menang hari2...tolong lah sikit boleh kah...!make this feelin go away just for a little while....i just want to be happy for a moment...