Tuesday, September 22, 2009

This Helpless Feelin of mine


Hari Raya Kedua...


Early this morning i had a call from my dad asking if i could go to sarikei...when you are far away this is the conversation that makes u feel helpless...and it sucksssss...! Spontanuosity is in my blood...! i just wanted to pack up and just go to the airport...!but i don't know what made me just stay where i was....the next thing i did was tidy the house..sweep..mop..and wash...! Denying feelings seems to be the best thing...was on the edge of breaking down saja...
Lepas tu aku ajak sorang kawan p karoks...! there you go ...that's what i did instead...! 3 jam straight...!


after karoks...when shopping...!then ada kawan lama Molly sms me...aku apa lagi ajak her to dinner...(Hargai lah kawan lama kan..! while masih ada masa...jgn mau mati atau mati sudah baru menyesal...demmit..!!)

malam2 balik rumah...letih...! tido..!

Whole night asking God to give time...! God help! God please...

*gambar ini hiasan semata-mata...but i just like the feelin of it

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