Friday, September 11, 2009

Came a long way...

As i sit in my room signing some letters...at a glance i saw my name on my door...

tiba2 tersenyum sendiri...! hati pun berbisik "Jauh pulak this life has brought me...!" I came a long way to be where i am today...funny juga...sometimes rasa macam mau mati saja hari2 bangun pagi just to come to work..kena maki2..kena cakap2...kena suruh2...

tiba2 today i remembered myself as the small girl yang kena drag to school when i was 3...memang hati keras tidak mo skolah..! and i remembered my first punishment masa di kindergarthen...tak pandai spell HIDUNG...!! i was 4 k..panjang tu perkataan tu..!

the girl who ponteng chinese class after school..sebab rasa diri bukan chinese (padahal tumpang cikgu tu balik rumah)...

the girl who ponteng kelas piano to p jalan2 n lepak with kawan....(1 tahun aku rasa aku tipu mak bapak aku...)

the girl who got not as good grade masa SRP (sekarang PMR) tapi just said to herself : oh well...bukan mati pun...

the girl who got a surprise of her life masa SPM....(ingatkan memang fail sudah)

the girl who prayed so hard until it hurts..utk pass diploma...!!

the girl who had the bestest time of her life during Uni...!!

Then by miracle ended up working as an officer....!! WHAT a LIFE...!! masa kerja lah baru tau kekebalan dan kekuatan hati sendiri...!! mengubah minda 360 degrees...people come an go dalam my life too..! and been through hard,hardest and good times too....

so today i sit in my office dengan hati ...well i've gotta give thanks more because of this LIFE....!

hidup ini perlu di terus kan..! w/pun kadang2 ada sesak nafas...! hidup ini perlu di teruskan..!

4 comments:

kukuanga said...

mare..
thanks for the great weekend. aku looking forward hujung bulan ni.

most importantly, thanks untuk nasihat2 yg sgt berguna masa kita pi mengurat my Oli. heeee.. gue suka banget!

till next time mare, take care of yourself

jenkays said...

thanks for the weekend given too..!(tapi macam makan saja kan kita the whole time!!)

can't wait to see you both end of this month too..!

u take care too..!

lv said...

hahaha!! tapi kira terror la ko jane spelling HIDUNG time umur 4y.o. I spell 'stoking' jadi 'stokin' when i was 8. then pandai2 lagi ingat cikgu yg salah sebut itu perkataan. Bila sudah sekolah menengah baru tau memang ada perkataan stoking. Hisk!

btw, life must go on :-) and yes we must be thankful for everything we have now even though how it pressed us at times. Life is fantastic!

jenkays said...

hahha lv memang ada adegan yg kita rasa ni...kita rasa macam kita betul...u know i really benci betul cikgu tu dulu oo..! sampai sekrg aku ada phobia dengan ejaan HIDUNG hahaha..TELINGA juga ada prob mo spell..

yeah life is just estatic..!!