Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Everything has its own story...



when things come crashing down... what do you feel..? How do you react...? What do you do...?Adding to the whole month of "agony" yesterday my laptop crash...!!!because of some stupid VIRUS!!!! before that let me tell you why the laptop is important...ALL MY PICS...are in here ok...i know you all must be wondering why no back up...!!!got a external...and that too has it's own suicidle story...

the whole nite i didn't sleep just wanted to save one folder...cos that was not showed or given to a certain person...hehehehe...actually panic because of that only...but after saving it...baru jer sedar gambar-2 lain pun ada hahahaa...funny when you got the latest things...you tend to forget about the whole collections of your possesions for a while...

But to cut the story short...!!! berjaya lah diselamatkan ...and smua pics masih ada...so i am back in bisnez....tp CS3 blom install so cannot do any editing yet...and tidor masi belum cukupin...

to answer the question on top...when things come crashing down... what do you feel..? How do you react...? What do you do...?

Mula...mula panik sikit...then berlagak cool...then ada takoot..takoot..sikit...then balik kepada berlagak cool...!! hahahaha...NUMBness is the word...makes you don't know how to react...lately have been dalam keadaan numbness...when the world is moving and byk benda kacau jiwa...and you feel you have stalled...that's the feelin...you just wish that you could just run away...and everything wud be better...but bila numbness melanda...you just let things be...

So...everything has it's on story...i love the fallen flower...kadang-2 kita jatuh utk tujuan...bila kita jatuh baru kita sedar keadaan sebenar around us...siapa kita sebenarnya...benda itu bermakna...and what we have lost...who our friends really are...

and i think the best feelin is when lepas kita jatuh...masa kita cuba bangun...there's a magical feelin that cannot be explain...








Futnote: Numbness adalah feelin yang bahaya...

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