just another adventures day in the kitchen...

i came back from work feeling really gloomy after a whole day sitting behind my desk....
 and really wanted to eat something nice for dinner...ask i am forbiding myself to go to any fastfood join till the end of the year...!i decided to cook up something new...the whole way otw back from work..i could taste that certain thing that i wanted to eat..and my brain was sorting out what were the ingredient...!(GLUTONS!)

lucky me i have a supermarket just at my doorstep so i went to GIANT and grab somestuffs....

 home made meatballs...the looks doesn't do justice to the taste...i was proud when i tasted it...it was simply awesome for a first timer...(ironically i didn't surf the net on how to make it..i just use my head and taste bud) the texture was off tho..it was on the softer side..i wanted it chewy...maybe next time...better..

 i hand slice some potatoes...for carbs...:P

 and assemble the stuffs...

did you already guessed wat i made??

 ok ok...i omitted the cheese pictures part..so i won't feel guilty...hahaa..i did 2 cheeses mozarella n cheddar...YUMMYLICIOUS..!!!thanks to prego carbonara...~

 sorry couldn't wait for the cheese to cool down to see the string pulling effect...!! hahaha...

i cut down on the cheesses so it was not cheesy...!(trying to lose weight remember?LOL)

it was a bit on the rich side...so i just had a few meat balls...the potatoes were awesome...but the bro.almost wallop the whole tray...nyeh..so much for lunch tomorow...

 i did whip up some spagety carbornara too..just in case the bro. need somemore carbs...! LOL...

why the sudden rajinness you say?

i got this i think about almost a month ago...! but it was still in the box...!always wanted one..!so much for waiting for someone to "gift" it to me for a wedding present!! LOL....i decided to get it myself while shopping for mom's "alwayswanted" blender...so much for wanting to give her for her Bday...i decided it was time...!

i love love love the chopper..it made life easier!! (easier to get fat too)

but it is a reason to eat healthy too...ever since i was told that the mince meats that we get from shops are actually for of fat...so now i do my own mince meat..and i know what's in them..only lean meat..!and it makes choppimg up onions like being in paradise!!...the chopper comes with 5 in 1 thingy..not sure wat they are but it comes with a blender,mixer and etc..!(tetiba jadi promoter lah pulak)..love love love it..!

wonder if anyone wants to hire me as their chef???i would definately trade in my job for that...! it's something i enjoy doing..and is something that makes my heart happy...and an adventure of taste buds...it's just like being somewhere else ...and am proud i have gone this far..! extra knowledge....

its simply a detox method for me when i am worried about things..!when everything seems to be not right..!and when life is like sitting at the edge of the cliff!..cooking keeps my mind sane..!is an ejecting mode before my heart falls in to a depression!*kinda not in the mood since the holiday....maybe i overdid myself this time..overburn..still on recovering mode from my nasty cough i got since aussie trip...can't wait to get back on track and to remember how to live again...!to enjoy again..! to joke again..!

by the way i am typing this at 4am..have been up since 1am and couldn't go back to sleep!!maybe to much cheese!!!..

Yippey it's friday already...can't wait to go on the Doulos....!i promise to get more books for edmund...hopefully the prices will be cheaper then being on shore!

heartnote : it's a dazed when suddenly you realise that your life is going no where..but at the same time people are asking where to go!! i seem to misplace my real self somewhere and is searching for it...