when it gets hard to give thanks....

thing that i am sure that most of usney of  have been through a phase that we just can't seem to see the bright side about anything we do or anything that we are going through...there are times that it feels like a journey in the desert...but as the saying goes...one must go through the desert to realise their own potentials...and see the real "tujuan hidup"....

as time goes..as i walk thru the soil of droughts....i realise somethings....i realise i have somethings that God had given to me that i took for granted...

i love this pic above....while taking this,my heart was moved....and there was a tear in my eyes that i pretended that there was dust in it....this was when i realised that who good God has been to me to have given me such great parents...who are imperfect in their own ways but the imperfectness makes them special....indeed i know sometimes they just can't stand each other but i know they need each other so much everyday in their life....this holiday trip together with them this time made me realise that i have not spend enough time with them and have not make enough afford to make them happy...

this trip was a diffrent one ..and i think i really was transparent to them about how life has been...how hard work has been...how faith is taking a toil in life...and they too told about how life was hard when they were young...i could see how much they sacrifice to put me through school....college... uni....

being with the family for a while made me taking God on how He has blessed my life through little things...

*knp lah perut ku nampak buncits sini??!!! its' not like tat in real life!!! hahahahha (tetiba spoil mood post ni)

as i prepared for this trip i realise that it took a reversal role...it was me looking after them...it was my turn to prepare everything..it was my turn to worry about stuffs...financially...bookings...security??!! hehe

but all is well in His time....and i realised how wonderfull He has been to me...as i walk thru this life whether it will be a lonely journey, i will have to remind myself to consult Him for the map of life....

 and as i live life as it is...i want to be able to know that i came to this world with nothing...and everything i own belongs is given by Him...

 this little beauty was scared of me when she was here...but she got used to me the last day they were here...nyeh and it was time for them to leave....this shows how little time i had with the family at home...i must make time..!

i had fun with the whole family being here...and it made me realise how blessed i am....even though i might not have a penny in my wallet...but i can't doubt the blessings God has provided me....

*reminder to self...do not doubt the richness of the Creator..for everything is in His hands....!!