the grass across the fence always seems to be greener..

when you come to think of it...you can't help but to always think that the person next to you is always luckier...!it might seems to be...but is it really?

having 2 weeks of "break" from the real world ...and ending it with a lonely heart... makes me think which life is my "real" life..if given a choice i would not have choosen this path...

but smua dalam tangan Dia dan Dia yg menjaga...right? this is the part yang susah mo instill in ones heart...even if we tell ourself over and over again ....once in a while there are cracks in our heart that give way....

really thinking and trying to plan whats the next step in life is really a hard thing to do when you're stuck!...having gone thru half of this year...i have decided to dedicate the next 6 months to just believing that He will lead and guide...and i just have to really trust...put my trust in Him...and just live life as it is the last...! Just Do it!!!

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after spending time with the parents and family...i realise that i am really missing out on lot's of things...and slacking too on being responsible...so i must step up and run full speed ahead!!...tapi ENJOY pasti tetap...!! Jollie pun patut tetaps juga...!!