CRAZY weekend....

at the start i was like telling myself i am crazy to do these things....!but till the end i felt damn good! even "maybe" it doesn't effects things much but i kinda feel good inside! and now i know it takes hard hard work...

confuse?

yeah me too...! :P

i had this crazy weekend and obsess on being too obese!! "get it?"..LOL...i started working out since saturday early morning and decided to challenge myself to dedicate the whole weekend to exercise...!! started with 30minutes of tampoline...(i got tips form the internet 10 minutes warming up 10 minutes cardio 10 minutes weights)..then it went on for 1 hour..! and i started the every 2 hours i will exercise!and i started liquid diet too...with every hour eating 2 teaspoon of yogurt!..(surprisingly i survived)

i am starting a arm toning project!! and is starting on weight exercise!!(it sting so bad now that i have problem typing!!..

after doing this at the end of the day i weight myself!!i lost 1.5kg wakakaka!!(maybe of water lah )

have a nice monday peeps!!!!!!!!!! 

heartnote:if you want something so badly you just have to work hard to get it

Taking up mandarin...

finally admitting that i am gonna take up a language...Mandarin waakkaka... been crazy the whole month with   a Taiwanese movie   Down with love...!

after watching this i am certain that it would be fun to take up mandarin....plus i can speak to the aunty next door...*sekarang tetiba rajin pulak tegur2 dia boleh praktis2 macam mandarin wakakaka...

i am thinking of enrolling for mandarin class that the faculty is holding an hour for twice a week during lunch time...and the classes is just the next block from my office...!! yippeyeay!!!...

something crazy in life that one just have to do...!!

in this month i have been watching 3 dramas already...! crazies...! (but it's kinda like mengisi masa lapang kinda thing)

and suddenly after watching these movies i kinda "rajin" doing my exercise while watching.i am planning to start a 90 days toning exercise too..!! hopefully it works....  but kinda sore all over after it..doing one day then taking the rest of the week off hahaha..bad bad bad routine!!

starting to skip meals and control my diet too..!! (knp selalu nya hujung tahun baru rajin ah????)

heartnote: there are things in life that we want to accomplish but have to let it go because of circumstances...but it's still ok to just dream about it..

How i react when things go wrong!

a few days ago...i almost "burn" my house down...and i have been bothered by what i did ever since...
i left the kettle on the stove and i went out!!... but thank God the brother came back early from work and was greated to a empty kettle on the stove...

damage...?? only the kettle... there is a hole at the bottom of the kettle now....but most of all i think i was shaken up!!..i really felt bad..what if there was no one home until late at nite...wat could have happen!!!??

my spontaneouse reaction to this was!!!!

the next day after work i quickly went to buy a electric kettle...!! then today i ordered RO water for the dispenser...! which i think i have not ordered almost a year ago...!


IT"S FREAKINGGGGGG OUT to have a feeling that you almost burn down the house..!! *maybe i'm just paranoid but hmm better safe then to be sorry later...!

Officially A blood Donor.!

i am actually proud to be call a blood donor!!...

was really scared an sceptic about donating blood....but after almost chicken out...i manage to give 350ml of blood...:P

thinking of signing up for organ donation too...!

the big bad wolf!

i have never seen so so so much books in my life....i almost died of allergicness to so so many books...! i could see the enthusiasm of people with their obsession in books! 

but it was great looking at so many malaysians are reading!...i am trying to understand the obsession of buying books to read...! but with the cheap prices that they were offering yesterday i think i too will be lure in to buying some books to read...!



this is wat the crazy book reader of the group bought..!!

yikes...! so so so many...and it was worth it....she might want to go again today...and maybe we should bring along the stroller so that we won't have to carry all the books....she was literaly skipping her way to the hall yesterday like a kid being promise a present..! LOL...

i should go buy the recipe books tonite..!

read and be wise!!!

Moving on...

these few days has been like a trip to the cliff for me...and it still seems to be right now...been feeling a bit down and out!!...struggling to tell myself everything is on track as long as i still believe that i have a great God...!

this morning as i drove to work...i realize people do move on...and "move up!" ...i saw the indian family who always sell newspaper at the roadside near my house...they have a car right now..even if it's not new but they use to cycle a bicycle then move on to have motorbikes...and today i saw they had a old proton saga....isn't that what life suppose to be ...advancement

then i saw the lady selling nasi lemak ..this few days i was looking at her pitching her big umbrella...but today she had a mini lorry..!!isn't that what life suppose to be ...advancement

Been asking myself what kind of advancement am i gonna have...i am feeling that i am stuck...stuck at wall..! and i don't know what to do...

1. Sambung study- Otak memang slow..macam mana mo sambung??
2.Kahwin - ERmmmm
3. Beranak - rujuk no 2!
4.Quit my job - How do i support no.5?
5.Go for long holiday- Need more money.! (and i have a boss who dislike staffs to go for long holiday)...
6. How to multiply money...!! tones of money - knplah merompak itu dosa!!???

nyeh..guess that i just have to enjoy what i have now....and give thanks of what i have...!


heartnote: Please GOD..show me the meaning of this life...!

5 Roti+2 Ikan

Never Doubt what God can do....

just came back from dad's exaggerate Birthday and Eva's fullmoon...I was really worried about not having enough food for the party..as it was just a sudden plan dad came out...and i remembered the story of the boy with 5 loaves and 2 fishes that fed thousands...as i was low on funds..and this was not planned ahead...after all the "sleepless" nite thinking..! Thank God He was outdone my faith!(we had lot's of left overs despite thinking not enuff food..!) expected 40 people but 95 turn up!!)

now i realize why it is important for my dad to celebrate his birthday...it's because he is already on reserved time...I thank the Lord for tat too...!

i learn this story at sunday school...and seeing lot's of uncles and aunties from sunday school turning up that day..really overwhelm me...they all look almost the same but just older...

heartnote: How awesome is OUR God..!

I thank God for my Papito!

I thank the Lord that He has been good to us and giving loads of time together...

and

I am greatfull that God has created the worlds most wonderful DAD...

through him i have seen things that i have not understand and sometimes still don't understand...

he taught me to be faithfull to friends...!he always say forgive friends and always remember the times you enjoyed and the hard times you go through together...

and he also taught me to never give up..once you don't succeed try and try until you can..!

i have never hear my dad say about giving up....

until

recently the last time he went back to his homeland

he told me while weeding..he was about to give up ..he was about to just throw away his grass cutter and just give up..!

he told me he was asking himself how his father could do it alone....!

but after that he still carried on..i could see his frustration...but he still carried on...

from that day on ward every time i am about to give up..i will remember that day my dad told me he was about to give up...that day tears swell up in my eyes...and i am sure like my dad and his father before him..faces hard times in their life..but if they had given up...

i would be a failure too..!

 at a cotton field in australia....see the resemblence of our taste in cowboy hats? :P

my dad the kangaroo hunter!!!( i told you he did it!!)

so Pa...Happy Birthday! and God bless you abundantly for the years to come...!

cheers!!!!!!

love ya!

footnote:his birthday was yesterday..but we don't show much emotion in our family..we tend to do it silently..i look forward to celebrating his grand birthday this weekend!

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Loving the life as it is...

But missing the true life that is should be.....

when time is moving fast that it makes it harder to just to take a breath...and a split second will make you think what have you done in your life...and what are you going to do with your life....!

i wish i can just take a break and look out at the horizon and just know the direction of life !

heartnote: Am plain o'll stuck!and i don't know what to do..!