i woke up early this morning...(normal working time)..and yes...i almost forgot that today is a holiday...(am i turning to a workaholic..???oh nossss?)
i woke up,wanting to make my day a great one...i decided to make laksa...!! everything was ok until demn those rotten eggs...i just bought it yesterday...and i was carefull to pick the tray that had the longest expired date....
this life is sometime rotten....even if you 're being carefull...and we might never know why..but it's just rotten...even how hard you try..how hard you try not to give up..and just be strong...but sometimes life is just simply rotten as it is...!
back to the rotten eggs episod...i almost broke down and cried of how this life is so cruel...!angry as i am already with God...i decided to just give up...
just plain give up...
give up on being angry at Him...
and guess maybe there's still hope..
maybe there's still more blessing instore....
(am i kidding myself???)
oh well...life is just goin to be ok...maybe i just need time to breath....
ok this post is full of decision....so maybe today...i just decide to just believe in God....!
Heartnote: I believe YOU know the best for me......and please convince me so...
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