ReSoLution:2010-Penilaian...Semak Semula...

As a servant of the Goverment..at every end of the year there always seem to have this semakan semula thingy....or a round up thing..... i was browsing my blog and i saw this....http://jenkays.blogspot.com/2010/01/resolution2010.html

Senarai2 nya:
1. Cuba utk lebih dekat dengan my Creator...! (erm rasanya kurang berjaya...cuba lagi tahun depan)

2.Cuba utk lebih spend time dengan family and Friends... rasa nya ada juga lah...

3.Cuba utk gaya hidup sihat...  I went gyming..atleast..and i think i am lighter
a)Jogging skali skala & Exercise slalu...if it takes just to lift my little finger..  rujuk no.3
b)try to stay away of junkfood...fast food...and soft drinks...(i said try k...)c)mo kasi kurus...(shed sikit lah...50kg impposible lah ) takkan tercapai...

4.Cuba fikir tentang masa depan yang blur..
a)maybe really look for things yg boleh buat duit... ada jg percubaan menanam duit..waiting for it to grow
b)cuba planning2 expending hidup lah...! (siapa ada calon sila kemukakan hahaha...) (Tuhan ko ada preserve or reserve kah utk me? (hope my purpo wedding will come true) Blum ada tanda2 lagi ni...

5.Play more goof more....tahun 2010 aku mo party hard...!! this year aku rasa aku boleh sudah dance...!! and jalan2 byk byk....amik gambar yg paling gila2....!(k mari kabigans..kita buat quest to get the gooffess and stupidess gambar for 2010...-i didn't get to dance..rasa lebih matang this year...i'll updet on photoes in another post..but whilst travelling i made myself a new friend...part jalan byk2 yes byk berjalan this year...kamon!!! i naik gunung kinabalu k this year...!!! Jalan kaki with my lazy kabigans in vietnam...byk tangga kami naik..!jakarta was fine...(mis the apartment) Travelled to 2 countries..

Oh well,not bad....
as i look at most of my post the whole year...I really had a rather bad year...but looking at things i did well and didn't give up..didn't run away...i just redah saja keadaan2...i hope and wish the new year ahead will be better...i know now why God had chosen me to go up the mountain earlier this year..cos He needed to teach me the journey of trying and struggling alone to keep me alive the whole year....masa betul2 mo give up..just have to walk..even though sakit just have to carry on ...

i think i really need to have a personal retreat or a day to buang sial..eh no..to throw everything yg tidak happy and give thanks..!Semua baik2 aja..not all are bad....i gain some friends a long the way this year...i fell in love this year..(boleh kan jatuh cinta sama byk benda) ...had a broken heart too..but ya sudahlah...smua baik2 aja....

this was wat i wrote after the first month 2010 http://jenkays.blogspot.com/2010/01/1-month-has-gonegoing-2nd.html

kesimpulan di hati: sometimes mankind are just cruel...but we just have to carry on..kalau tidak threat diri sendiri lebih bagus...macam mana mo harap org treat kita..Just have to carry on breathing...CINTA itu hanya perasaan..Kehendak Tuhan lebih penting..k..

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