Thursday, November 25, 2010

Kau beri yang ku pinta...!

been hearing this background song for days now...realising how it makes me feel inside...!! not always that i ask much...not always i get much either...


i am glad that i feel very tired this few days...that i realise that all i need is His strength to carry on...!with all the things happening around me...! the BIGGEST restructuring at work...!(which i found myself to careless..but deep down inside i am scared to death till i can pee in my pants...)work pilling in and i just can't cope!...decisions need to be made...!Hearts need to be impress..(which i am not gonna do...)...financial reconstruction that i need to do personally...!expectation that need to be fulfilled...! WHAT THE HECK!!!..i wish i could just throw everything out the window and move to the country side and sit in front of my porch looking at the stars sipping my liquor (i would say coffee but i don't drink coffee)

this life is so in a mess right now that i know there be something big instore but i just need to just let HIM have His way...I know this world is not easy...people are not easy...especially when they discriminate you based on your religion...treat you like ass when it comes to being fair...! takpa lah..kita smua akan diadili at the end of this race...! so i couldn't careless of people at work..!

love this wikipedia boy !! didn;t know he did that expression..we were suppose to say O....!

Kepala ku makin sakit hari ni...! i think kalau esok masih sama i need painkiller!!.. or ada org mo ikut sama2 p therapy makan atau shopping?

fudnote: last nite i bit my tongue so hard it bleed...!aku nangis sorang2..!lidah ku kini berlubang di tengah2....

2 comments:

DC10 said...

What we need... not necessarily what we want.. but always what we need :)

jenkays said...

Bapa tu kekal...hati yg goyah