it's the time again to conclude the year...how time really zoom by...i hate it dow..really hate it...it's like i am just sitting around in a feriss wheel..it turns and turns around and it's time to come down....
i simply hate this time of TIME when you start to analyze about wat you have done the whole year and start thinking of wat you want to accomplish the new year...it's like trying to crack your head to write a fairytail...it's like everything was not real...Did i really do that??did i go for real???did i get over that obstacle???Did i really buy that???did i??did i? and then come the i wish i had done that...i wish i didn't do that...oh man........(don't you feel the anxiety i am in right now...)
at this moment i am thinking about this phrase..."let go and let God do His work..." sometimes it is only human to be nervous...when your at the brink of the edge and say yeah i let go...but really would He help?or wud He decide i have to learn the hard way..
365 days seems so little...much laughter had been laugh....much tears flowed too...and along the way i got to know real friends....and learn to be more patience...i have 5 more days to instill the feelin of thanks giving in my heart.....
please God slow down so i can catch up...
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