Road to uncertainty..

sometimes we come to a phase that after a long...long journey in our life...we are not sure where are we headin with our life...what are we even doin with our life...this life is full of uncertainty...but i don't doubt that whatever road we've gone through in the journey of our life... it was an experience that could last a life time...kadang-2 after we come this far...sayang juga mau patah balik kan...sometimes just wanna masuk gear R...and go back to undo the things i've done...and then go back to D gear to carry on the journey...(kereta ku auto k...LOL...) Wish life was as simple as "auto cruise" gear...we don't need to do anything just sit back and let it go...

Nota kaki: pics was taken at my golden dream spot for a photoshoot..!!!

Just wanna Scream...

Don't you feel that sometime you just wanna scream your heart out...!!!

Nota kaki:Biler hati tensen...kadang-2 kiter perlu menjerit...

The Show by Lenka..

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze,
and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, but i don't know why

Slow it down, make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
Cause its to much, yea its a lot
To be something I'm not
I'm a fool, out of love
Cause I just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, but i don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but i don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down
I know, I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

The sun is hot in the sky
Just like a giant spot light
The people follow the signs
And synchronize in time
It's just, no body knows
They got to take it to the show

Yea

I want my money back(x3)
Just enjoy the show
I want my money back(x3)
Just enjoy the show

Nota kaki: Don't know why but i kindda like this song

Confusionnisme...

When things come into a red light..even though when your heart is beating madly..u just wanna reach your destination...and reach it fast...no matter how much you wanna explain...how bad u want the earth to stop moving even for just a moment so you can take a breather...u just can't...!!! Not all the times you get what you want...Not everytime... everything will be cool...but is how you face it...I am gonna just sit back and just let the show finish...sooner or later a gloomy day will turn to sunny (i hope)...

Nota kaki: say it best when you say nothing at all...

Birthday Model Ke-3: Jaja

Babe...Happy Birthday....

Great working with you...when is the next session..?

Bila nak "akrok"....? LOL Tunggu orang calling jer ni....

Nota kaki: "akrok" maksud nya aksi rock semasa karaoke....:P

Feelin tired today~...

kinda feel tired right now...hearing people complaining about little-little things...running here and there today...kadang-2 rasa juga kan letih lah...bukan kadang-2 selalu...

Nota kaki:hari makan tempe goreng...sedap pulak..macam rasa ayam LOL

Plan yang dahsyat tapi CUTE...Part II

...sambungan

just wanted to update...kesudahan nyer the guys akur dengan plan the girls...utk makan kat luar ahhahaha....(tak boleh tahan tu..statement ..kalau makan kat luar anytime boleh kluar hahhahaha) So, we went to a place call Village View, Kajang...first time lah katakan...ok juga lah that place..hope the guys were happy...and forget about the main masak2 thingy hahaha....


Nota kaki: Bob terharu weiii....sampai status pagi ni Terima kasih sahabat

Christmas Holiday is just not for me this year...

Just found out 24 Dec i have audit and 26 Dec another meeting and 31 Dec another meeting...WTH... terus rasa diri moral down masa bos-2 smua planning meeting ni...dalam hati cakap dengan diri sendiri ..aikk korang ni tak pikir aku kah..(nasib baik tidak tercakap kuat2)tp cannot say anything sebab tiba-2 bos turn to me and ask "jane, u tak balik kampung kan??" wat was i to say...audit babe...mana boleh takda kan...kepala sendiri kena fikir juga la...ok lah BOS...memang dalam package kerja ni kan..SAYA YANG MENURUT PERINTAH...

tidak mengapa ...hati jgn gentar jangan gusar...yang penting hati mau ingat apa itu Christmas...kan..kan..kan...

Siapa-2 ada di area kajang sekitar 25 Dec...marilah party kat rumah aku di atas kayangan ni ...hahaha...masa itu mungkin boleh masak-2 bersama kot...hahahaha..wah it will fun (buat-2 excited hahahaa)...hahaha..terus ingat pada roasted turkey my mom cook up Christmas 5 years ago kot....korang ingat kah??terkejut gilers with my mom's idea masa tu...hahahaha...ingat Abi was trying to potong2 macam ala org puteh hahahaha....wah lupa sudah lah pengertian Christmas begitu...!!!

Nota kaki: I need a break badly...i need a holiday...but i need to rob a bank first before i can do that...

wishing that you could fly away...

Bet sometimes we all have that frustrated feelling inside of us masa kerja.... buat-buat kerja tapi tidak ada kesudahan...work just keep pilling up...semacam the never ending story...

Susah-2 buat...org lain kena puji...paling teruk lagi if itu org kawan sendiri....Sucks...but well wat to do...apa juga mau di puji kan...bukan naik gaji juga ...hehehe...suddenly teringat kejadian last week...after months of hardwork..sleepless nite...kadang teary moments pun ada...but tak pa lah...got to just flush this feelin...not all the time we get to do wat we like right..!!! kita kerja utk dapat duit...bayar hutang...utk isi perut...tak kerja tak makan hehehee...so have to go to WORK...!!even if we have to drag ourself to work...happy Working k...

Just enjoy the blue skies in ourlife...kadang2 bagus juga pause a little while and look up at the sky...kadang-2 kelabu..kadang gelap mau hujan..tapi remember the times yang ada blue skies...it will just make u realise hidup ini tidak selalu gloomy...ada juga good days...

nota kaki: if we had wings...we would be lazy to fly too...!!!;P

sendiri punya album...

did this a long..long time ago...was browsing my laptop then saw this folder...almost forgot about it just wanted to post it here..this was done if i can recall 31 August 2008...was shot by a friend of mine who was trying out her new toy...actually was feelin tired after a major conference but tah ..already janji so have to carry on with it...this is about two best friend... and the story begin...


Our Shoes....
We've been through lot's together babe...thanks for all this years...

bersantai bersama nick...

was tired...

Angle

Trying out...

Just Us...

Us again...

tired..

....

skematik pose..

No comment...

Being Crazy...

Showing stuff...

Plan yang dahsyat...tp CUTE...

wat do you think when a bunch of guys (guys as in men...ok) have ideas of goin out together with you...and the plan dahsyat is to p pasar...beli ikan ...sayur...and then balik masak..???dahsyat sangat ker tu?? hahha....mau ketawa and nangis at the same time wo....zaman sekarang masih ada org buat idea macam ni kan...??
to think about it ...dulu2 kita pun pernah kan buat macam tu?? hahahhaah...p pasar mlm ...and then balik masak ...and then makan ramai2...but that was different...tu masa zaman blajar...

zaman studeng...tu kita close friends...ni tah dari mana close nya hahhaa...tiba-2 boleh ajak like that hahahah...lain cerita kalo they all tu nite n charles...kan..kan..nite..kan..charles kan...hahahahha...cheh....(nite jgn ko ketawa2 ah...nanti bila p kk ko mesti masak utk aku...)..ala i if org tu baca this blog mesti merajuk kan...tapi nevermine lah it's not mengutuk k...it's like kinda cute lah this type of planning...cuba lah ajak picnic ka...swimming ka...p zoo ka...p clubbin kah..(oppss....did i say it out loud....?? LOL hahahaha ..ni off limits..hahaha..org tertentu saja boleh bawa LOL) k sekian terima kasih...hhahah...got to get ready for work...a new day...a new adventure...

2nd Photoshoot...Model: the WAJA's

After the much awaited 1st photoshoot...i went down the journey for the 2nd one...and after much discussion..and compremising..i finally got the green light ..even though after much hesistation...(thank's babe...mean so much...) susah juga ada masterpiece yang sendiri buat tapi tidak dapat tunjuk kat org...seksa jiwa raga wo....but bukan mau tunjuk because wanna show off or anything la..don't get me wrong k...just wanna share my passion with people...even though i limit view to this blog hahaha..but susah lah mo email smua org hahaha...so just paste sini lah..
k we start with main model k :jaja...oh yeah before that...i can't remember how on earth that i ended up taking Jaja ? i think it started with a joke and surprisingly she agreed...i don't really know her very well until now...hehehe..but because she's one of wawa's good friend so i just agreed...who would turn down right...org sudah offer model utk kita kita terima saja lah...hahaha..

k let pics show lah wat happen

JAJA's

Here is looking at you...!!!

waiting...waiting..and waiting...

Wawa's

want some..??

The Girls....

itu kamu...

it was rili-rili hot when we went for this shoot...it was inbelievable that they wanted to pose in that kind of hotness..guess they are two "hot" models...LOL

Nota kaki:3 hours shoot and 1026 shots were taken under a hot-hot sun di sekitar cyberjaya with two hot models...capek gue...sampai sakit badan especially pinggang...