A simple Soup...

I've been missing some taste that i use to taste....

yesterday i tasted a soup that reminded me of "who" i use to be....

and i was overwelm..

Do you know the feeling of lost...and suddently when you find something that reminds you of who you really are or was...it's a funny feeling or maybe an insane one....i remembered a taste that always made me happy when i was studying in uni days....i call my Uni days...days of insanity...if i look back i really feel those days where in dreams...it was not real...everything was not real...things we did...things we encountered...

back to the soup...

i was so stressed out yesterday that i was looking for a taste to sooth me...(yeah i know i knw everything must be about food..) i had a bad day at the office infact in a meeting yesterday where i kinda felt everything was wrong and that everything was blammed on me...(sampai air terlampau manis pun salah pegawai ker??) but anyway as i am always good at..but muka slamber...muka no feelin..and i smiled...

so i left the office with a heart of destruction...but anyway..went and wanted a taste that i remembered...after searching i went back home and cook up a soup...when i tasted it...i was struck dumb it was that taste...the taste that reminded me...who i was...i was a person..a person that was happy go lucky...everything anything i would do.....without fail..without any hessistation...

i actually did a dip for my chicken...it's a home recipe my mom always-always make if got a family gathering....she send me some herbs...i don't know what it is call .....and i made this..:

 slicing of onion and fresh  herbs...

 add young ginger

 oystersauce,kicap and hot boiling sesame oil 

walahhhhhhhhhh....yummie...aduhs terus tetiba spoil ini post kan....terus menjadi post recipe pulak...dem

herbs..tia tau nama...hehehe...courtesy of mister google....

heartnote: trying to remember the real taste of life....the real life...

When i look out my window...

As i look out the window of my hotel room...i see the sea so wide and the sky so high...suddenly my mind is saying...damnnnnnnnnnn...it's great to be ALIVE...
By the way i am at a Course..at Avillion Admiral Cove in PD...my first time here...and this is the first time that i can admit...PD is a beautiful place to be with...really like this place dahysiat lah...the room is nice..view is great..! place is marvelouse....tetiba rasa tidak stress..walaupun actually this course is head banging...! Cara menjawab NCR!! if you know about audit you would know what this means...tonite we had the nite off...so i am here blogging away...
this place seems to be a place where people have yatch and boats park them...they must be filty rich...! the most famous word of us being here is KALAU....Kalau lah aku kaya...kalau lah aku....! :P smua berangan2... tapi rasanya banana boat pun aku tak mampu....

i read someone's status on FB : Apa yang tidak pernah dilihat, dan tidak pernah didengar, dan yang tidak pernah timbul di dalam hati.. semuanya sudah tersedia. Percayalah....

dulu bila dengar lagu ni betul2 percaya betul2...but today suddenly ada mix feelin..antara sangat percaya dan kurang percaya...!

tapi all i know hari ni ada perasaan sangat bersyukur sebab aku hidup...sangat bersyukur sebab aku sihat...! mana tau esok lusa lain sudah hidup ini..! so selagi dapat bersyukur...aku berSYUKUR....

Month Of Busyness- Augustus..

1st August...I am officially in the month that is the peak of busyness of work...

1/8 - Hari Bertemu pelanggan PPS (suppose to leave to KL in an hour time..mengharungi H1N1 dan perhimpunan haram)

2/8 - OT to prepare for ICEEI 09 (biasalah last minit...Jane to the rescue..eh silap last minit semua jane kena buat...)

5-7/8 - ICEEI 09

8/8 - Dr Faezah's Wedding (sanggup kah aku jadi photog depan bos2??)

8-9/8 - After wedding goin to PD ( ni bukan bz tapi ni break..hahah..cuti bersama Family En Kalang...)

15-19/8 - KONVO UKM

22/8 - Org2 sudah start puasa...maka bermula lah soalan2 bodoh yg akan di tujukan kepada saya yg seharusnya berpuasa bersama....

hmm..tak busy pun lepas list down...hmm..harap tidak ada pertambahan lah...HUHUHUUUUUUUUUUUU..sudah August..............TUHAN perlahan sikit2 bah time ni...it's to fast for me to kejar...i can't catch up...

FUTNOTE:so paham lah ah if blog ni tidak di update-2..i wish you all the best for the month of August...KABIGANS! biler nak slimming ni??:P(tahun depan saja lah)

24 hours - OPEN...

tengah di mcD ni..suddenly ada hati mau write pulak...

at times when kita duduk and perhatikan things around us macam byk pulak boleh buat otak kita berfikir...

Scenario 1:

A family...
kids eating their burgers and fries...parents looking at their kids...I wonder what is in the mind of their parents..!! Good job parents...anak2 mesti gembira dapat makan MCD. w/pun memang tau sekarang susah mo raise kids...mahal..!!

Scenario 2:
friends...
talking about stuffs..I wonder what their talking about...!! Friends...the best to hang out with...talking about almost nothing at all...

Scenario 3:
A couple...
gigling and just doing what couples do...Love is on their mind..!! I wonder wat that feels like...

scenario 4 :
A friend..A student..
Kawan sebelah aku tengah buat kerja dia...: I know the feelin of having to catch up on a dateline..!!

Hmm apa aku tulis ni...jarang2 perhati kan benda sekeliling in details...!! tapi today masa duduk kat mcD ni tetiba pulak otak berjalan serentak dengan jiwa dan hati..! wat a simple place can mean so much to lot's of people...

24 hours that is wat we are all given a day...byk kah tu?? recently i feel like semua itu tidak cukup pulak...macam letih mengejar pulak cycle of the day ni...!!! lalu hari2 macam gitu2 saja...macam ada perasaan yang there's got to be more then this in this life...apa..??apa..?

oh ya tengah dengar lagu ..kekasih gelapku sekarang ni..!! macam tetiba best saja ni lagu..w/pun no one knows..tapi i love..love..Him deeply..KU mencintai mu lebih dari apa pun, meski pun teda satu org pun yang tau..!!Mencintai mu sedalam2 hati ku...!!
(isk knp tetiba rasa mau lari ni ah??)

haish..sudah lah...sudah lah heheh..
k apa aku mo cerita ni sebenarnya...just that sometimes best juga duduk diam kan..boleh perhati apa yg berlaku sekitar kita...tapi kadang2 bila duduk diam macam ni reality knocks hard on your heart...!! reality...reality... apa sudah jadi sama aku ni..?? knp aku begini?? mana aku sekarang?? can i just turn the clock around...or can i just stop it for a while so i can think..think..!

HAISH MCD tengok apa ko sudah buat sama aku!!!


I live to learn..and i have to learn to live...
(LV:aku curi dari blog ko sikit k..hehehe..)