What you think is best may not be the same as others....

was visiting a long known friend in the hospital last nite...on the way to the hospital we were thinking what to buy for the sick friend...FRUITs...what fruit is suitable...what fruit is not high in sugar....as the friend was admitted because of high  BP....after browsing the fruits for sale...we finally decided...plums....not too high in sugar...

so we went to the hospital....when we arrived there...the friend was eating pizza and KFC fried Chicken...!!! hmmp...some other friends bought it and brought it to the hospital....

so moral of the story....sometimes we crack out head and thinks thats the best decision after analysing situations...but in reality it's just a personal choice....

some people would tell be why do you care? and truthfully i tell you i just don't know too....i use to think out of the box that when you care and love someone and extra effort goes a long way...or sometimes the effort becomes a routine...and it becomes something that is just...yeah...something that is just the way you do things....

this few weeks i have been bothered by the feeling of people in my circle are starting to be annoyed of me....(blame it on hormons maybe..)people that i use to be in touch with seems to be out of the picture of life...a simple sms or whatsapp might turn into a disagreement...and i am feeling that some people are ignoring me too....(maybe i am just paranoid)..there are days when i don't understand or have a clue a simple hi...is return with a cold reply...normally i would be some one who will not give up and will keep on "irritate" people with my over friendly conversation...but this bug have been hitting be and i too became cold...

i use to have this principe try for 3 or more times...if any person don't give the reply that is suppose to be... but now i stop at second time and just give up...and to make things worst...tell my heart never again will i get in touch...! so vain...!!

maybe it's just a phase where everyone needs their space...and i am just paranoid..or maybe hormons are making my mind corrupted...

recently my back started hurting again..like before...and my mind start thinking..what's the problem...is it something else..? is it something internal that was not detected...? oh well...anyway, it makes me pray more often now a days...hoping for the best...