HARDLIFE

Hari hari takut dan malas untuk hidup...

sebab hari hari hidup adalah sangat susah....

this life is pathetic when i am working on weekends..!

HEARTNOTE:Do YOU hear me GOD?

KAMON LAH!!!

hmm...just receive a resignation letter from a staff who is one of my assets in the office...


FUDNOTE:GOD..GOD...GOD...???.

Weird thing this life is..

I am still down with the many syndrom of flu...with fever peeping up once in a while...and nose dripping relentlessly....
and today i am with less sleep cos i woke up in the middle of the night sweating and couldn't get back to sleep...so i watch the whole Jamie's Revolution, Masterchef until 3am...

Funny this life is...yesterday evening panic when i found my broadband and laptop adaptor not in my bag...as you all know that i just can't breath without internet...so i went to check at my office last nite (alone!!)...we had a seminar and i remembered using my laptop.. after searching in my office and couldn't find it...i went to the block behind where the seminar was...searching there too..(with darkness at my side...)  there was nothing left in the room...frustrated i went home...and with nothing to do i decided to sleep...but just to be awaken by fireworks at the stroke of midnite...(it's a hokkien thingy celebrating on the CNY day 7...) couldn't sleep..and missing my broadband so much!! :P FREAK!!

and only to find my broadband on my table this morning under a file...!! DARN this FLU making me disorianted!!!!

p.s i almost cried because i didn't have my bb with me...i needed to check the progress about our trip...! march...o march..please be kind and let me off from work..!! so that i can enjoy my trip with my kabigans...!
FUDNOTE: life is hard...but when we remember the things in life that made us laugh and cry it makes us stronger.....

I wanna Fall in LOVE again..!

fluing....

headache...

fever...

watery eyes...

nose blocked..

soar throat...

body weak..

grogy after flu pills....

DEMMIT....I WANNA FALL IN LOVE AGAIN!!!!

FUDNOTE: Tuhan, Ko tau juga i need all the strength in me to get through these days a head.....

Relentless Strength needed!

Been back only 2 days...i am already feelin hard to adjust....with the flu..and tonnes of work,running round getting things done...sometimes my brain just wants me to shutdown and not care..Can i?
just doin it for the money..!! yeah just think about the money...


Fudnote:ada kawan yg sudi berjimba2 this weekend? i need my dose of love!

Fluing and missing home...

just came back from HOME....

and is down with a bad bad bad flu...
after a good time being home with family i came back last nite with a bad flu and headach...desperate times calls for desperate measures...i need badly to be well if not be a little ok....so i remembered if we caught cold or flu my mom wud boil 2 eggs hardboiled and massage myself...theres an indicator...a silver ring..(don't ask me why)

 use silver ring and egg white only

yeah i know it's a different ring...i didn't think of taking pics until i finish...

after massage the ring wud turn colour...mine was dark blue with reddish cooper like colour inside....
konon nya flu and body hot...it doesn't totally heal you..it just makes you feel a bit better....

ok enuff said..i don't even know why am i telling this..kepala masih blocked..!

really need time to adjust...body and mind...

just finish talking to my mom a whole hour...Darn it i missed home so much..!!

Fudnote:I just wanna be OK, be OK, be OK. I just wanna be OK today. - Vauxhall ad jingle

Happy Chinese New Year 2011

It's the second month of the year.... February already???
 Darn it...time realy pass so damn fast...the feelin of time leaving me behind sinks in...way way behind...just gotta catch up...

Having a great time with the family...

Gud food great company...

tot of the heart: semakin hari semakin tua...dan aku risau....!