When friendship is thicker than blood...

 I thank God for the people that He has send in my life...and is greatfull i have a bunch of friends that are really great...!this few days have been thinking about a niece that will be starting her studies in poli..thi sis the first time she will leave for kuching, a foreign land to her...as i think of her...i think back on the first time i ever left home to come to study here...(where i am stuck untill i retire!!!) k k back to the story..now i kinda know how my parents felt the day they sent me off to the airport....i was worried about how she will get there...and etc...i know i know that i should just let her go and she will have to learn and fend for herself...but i remembered the feelin of going away ....i cried when i was on the plane..i cried when i arrived at subang airport..i cried when i reach the uni...i cried when i was alone in the hostel...kesimpulan nya...i cried alot then...

as today happen.even though if it wasn't me goin thru these...but i remembered the feeling so well...got to admit guys..when i called you all just now i was in tears..(emo pulak) i don't know why but i kinda remember how it felt when i first registered...i didn't have anyone...and i didn't have stuffs too and had to go buy myself at pusanika...! as today reminded me of what i have been through..i am thank full that God had made me gone thru things like these...as it made me stronger..and made me capable now...and i am thank full too that my 2 buddies in kuching help up..Thanks ya..! it's funny that the last time i went to kuching was with abia my cousin ..and had time to introduce you guys to her...and because of that she is not worried letting sandra go to kuching cos she knows that she will have a family there (sorry guys for dragging you both in the circle of family matters hahaha)and to togou...i told my mom about the aunty's comment..she laugh and said betul lah tu..anak bah tu..anak buah...kihkihkihkih!..wow how old we are getting kan..bukan tua bah ..dewasa...!makin matang...makin berat beban kena pikul...!

as i type this..tears is flowing and i don't know why...but i know that i can't imagine if i had chosen a different road other than this hard and winding road that i have been on...and if i had made a wrong turning i will definately wouldn't cross you path...so now i know why our path met...Thank you for being my friend...~

heartnote: Tuhan, terima kasih kerana Kau sentiasa mencukupkan keperluan kami....Tuhan ko berkati perjalanan hidup kami walaupun tidak sempurna di mata kami sendiri tapi pasti ada rancangan yang hebat bagi masa depan....!thank you Lord..!