we're in the quarter of year 2015 already.... and it's been a "rough sea" journey for me....but one thing i realize is i got older and got more mature...and have learned to stay calm (even though i still need to master the feeling of calmness)....i have learned that being calm sometimes includes not telling the whole world about what you're facing..(even when your heart want to cry out to everybody that you meet).. i don't know whether it's mere ego and pride..of just getting matured...
for this year i will really love to spend more time with my family...i went to Bangkok with mom and dad in January.... and i was feeling proud that i was able to put a smile in my parents faces....dad had been always skeptical towards trips to Thailand...
My mom has always wanted to come to thailand to see the floating market and lots more...what ever she learned in school when she was young....
So i decided to do all the tourisy thingy....for the sake of them...
Mum was amaze of how silk was produced....it really was worth while going to the Jim Thompson place...! eventhough it wasnt in the plan...but it was worth while...she was so fascinated she spend a long time squatting looking at the guy boiling the silk worm.. the only thing i felt sorry was i didnt have enough money to buy something made of silk for her it was too expensive.
Hearing both my parent speak about being in thailand really made my heart bitter sweet.. hearing dad telling about being the best student in history because he was always fascinated about countries around him and about wars...and eras...it was indeed a worth while trip...that made me asked from God to have more time with them and more time to travel more countries with them..wishing for Good Health for them so we can go on more trips....at time like these i feel like i am running a race against time....
