when a dream is just a dream....

this morning i woke my nephew up...he open his eyes and ask: today going to school?... i don't know why but a suddent feeling of tears started to swell up my eyes...i smiled at him and said : yes...today is a school day...(mind you that this was the first time waking him up on a school day)

i wish i could tell him that we can stay in bed and sleep longer...and don't need to go to work or school today....but as reality sets in... that is just a DREAM...

i know that as he grows up he will know that it's not a choice but it is a must...to get up and go to school or work...!! i have been struggling myself this few mornings to sike myself up to wake up and go to work....telling myself i really need to really go to work...and work brings food on table...and petrol in car hehehehe...

so what ever it is....When is such a lemon....let's make lemonades!!!!!

by the way we added another addition of a Kelabit with and English Accent!!!...meet...

Elviana Ruran Kalang

3.5kg

a need to chill

today i had a ridicolously long meeting 6 hours long...i wish i could just fly somewhere and just rest