Trying to imitate!

last saturday i was having this crazy craving....but was trying to stop myself ....!!!

but anyway...i decided to creat an imitation of what i wanted to eat....!

i was craving the lipat atas...ahahah foldo-ver lah..!

so i went to supermarket near my house and got some things and started creating....! it was really easy..and extra yummylicious cos i knew what was in my food...i love lot's of fresh vege so i put extra!!!

and then tadaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....!

sorry didn't have the whole pics of it cos i was really2 too hungry and couldn't wait....

it's a new day.. a new week...picking myself up..after overloaded of food during the weekend....i had a full laksa sunday yesterday....i cook up a huge pot of laksa soup so i went to puan and encik's house to share with them for lunch that was after i had a huge bowl ok laksa myself at home...and we had laksa for dinner too....then lepaks2 until midnite last nite...! then woke up today saying haiyahhhhhhhh...and singing Again and Again...!! 2pm hehee

have a nice day peeps!

Mazmur 43

Mengapa engkau tertekan, hai jiwaku, dan mengapa engkau gelisah di dalam diriku?

WHAT THE FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sorry i know i should take care of my language...!!

i just got back from a meeting where someone told me i am moving to a new place.....and the reason they are moving me is because the place has a well known indian boss well know of his strictness and notorious ways that people cannot stand........and they think that i...a non...would be able to work with him....WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFISSSSSSSHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

stupidos locos people of this prominent race!!!!!!!!!!!!! came on lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....cari lah alasan lainnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn...........!!!what the watttttttttttttttttttttttttttt...........i just hate this country!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hate it so muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

one thing about this F%^&$*&* place is when you are being move around so much they tend to say that you are the problem thats why you move so much....!!!!!bastardsssssssssssss

the feelings i miss...

i want to wake up in the morning missing You,

i want to breath knowing that You are watching over me....

i want to know that my heartbeats because of You..
i want to complain of everything knowing that You are listening...
i want to know that is it You that assure me everything will be fine....

i want to go to sleep telling You everything of the day...

i just want to feel the feeling knowing that You are always near....

how i miss these feelings.....

Friends and Acquaintance...

Synonyms
1. Acquaintance, associate, companion, friend refer to a person with whom one is in contact.

An acquaintance is someone recognized by sight or someone known, though not intimately: a casual acquaintance.

An associate is a person who is often in one's company, usually because of some work, enterprise, or pursuit in common: a business associate.

A companion is a person who shares one's activities, fate, or condition: a traveling companion; companion in despair.

A friend is a person with whom one is on intimate terms and for whom one feels a warm affection: a trusted friend. 3. familiarity, awareness.

i just came back from lepaking with friends that i have long known each other...as we talked...i realise that we didn't really know each other very well during our study times....and we knew each other from other friends who we were close with....and as years goes by we became friends...and one of them even became "substitute bestie"(statement gilaberanimati)...

as we talk about some things...and some things that were unknown to me...and suddenly i don't know why i got a little upset after knowing...and as i drove home alone...i really realize that it bothered me...until i thought of doing things eg. unfriend dari FB (lame joke...) no lah...not that extreme......!

don't get me wrong i did enjoy my nite out tonite...but just i was a little upset of some things about other "people"....

and i start to think who are my acquaintance? associate? companion? and Friend....in my mind i sorted names....and wish life was like FB where you can sort people....where you can even block..hide and even restrict....and sometimes stalk...but as time goes by...i believe that certain people have certain preference...certain people have different ways...and different asumptions....and to this point i am telling myself to grow up and let not be little things put me down...now i know why the phrase "ambil yg jernih buang yg keruh" comes around....

heartnote:i realise i have a small heart when it comes to being a friend...but i wish to have a big heart to stay a loyal friend......

Cool day to sleep in today....

this morning was a cool day to sleep in...because of the rain early this morning....how i wish i could just sleep in today....

 pic taken from national geography today from FB....when i saw this my heart just melted..! wish i could just lie in bed today.......

serupa kah??? LOL ...

just wanted to make everybody smile today...!! wishing you all a great monday and not a moanday....!

Hidup ini perlu bekerja keras supaya dapat duit untuk berjolly bersama kawan2 dan supaya dapat makan yang sedap2.....!!!

gilamatirindu sama my friends today....wishing for a time to lepak sampai tidak sedar diri!!!!!!!

MAYDAY...MAydayyyy....HELP HELP!!

Sigh.....can you believe it it's the month of May already...!! i am still feeling that i am stuck in January....!! WTH...! can someone please stall the clock!!!...pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....!

in a midst of still looking for direction of life for the year 2012....i realise that my life has gone no where!!! no goal...no life...no nothing!! liessssssss....have..have...got problems..got things to think about...lots!! loadsssss....endless....
this morning i woke up to find this on someones FB...

somehow this song touch my heart...really...there are times for so many things....there are times to even have doubts....Pada Waktunya.....

on the way to work this morning i was asking...is there such person in this world that in his or her lifetime had decided to follow Him have his/her life in according to His plans has a smooth life?? i doubt it.... but as the song goes

You spent you life looking for
The one thing that makes it all
Worth all the tears that fall

Walking down on this road
Moving on stepping forward
Althought it’s not that easy

Just keep holding on
Just keep pressing on
Just keep moving on

Ada waktu untuk menangis
Tuk tertawa, tuk bertahan saja
Ada waktu untuk menunggu, tuk percaya
Bahwa semua akan indah pada waktunya

Just keep holding on
Just keep pressing on
Just keep moving on

Ada waktu untuk menangis
Tuk tertawa, tuk bertahan saja
Ada waktu untuk menunggu, tuk percaya
Bahwa semua akan indah

Ada waktu untuk menangis
Tuk tertawa, tuk bertahan saja
Ada waktu untuk menunggu, tuk percaya
Bahwa semua akan indah pada waktunya

Just keep holding on
Just keep pressing on
Just keep moving on

Pada waktunya

it's has been a long,long time since i heard the word "Just keep pressing on..."i remember when we were "kids" during the TSL days...i always hear these few words from people...those simple words lifted up the heart...and soul too....

so well guys...what ever it is that is troubling you and me....what ever direction our life is going...even if it's on a endless path...or harewire....

let's press on n Keep Moving....