What Happen to the enjoyable life???

as i was driving to work this morning...i saw 2 squirrels playing on a tree...it hit me: What the Heck happen to this life....!! we use enjoy little things in our life...laugh about almost everything big and small...!! but now it's like just living the life just for the sake of living....!! (paham??)...

but come to think about it,looking at the squirrels playing..makes me so want to just goof around and just have fun for a moment...and not to take everything so seriuosly...I smiled...and i was sure my heart leap for joy for a second or two...

maybe it's just a process of growing up...no..growing older and wiser...! it's like these egg shells....it was brokened into pieces..only to be made into such fine art....!!

 i want to be broken into pieces to be a fine art....

Fudnote: Tuhan kasi lah kekuatan utk bertahan....supaya boleh menjadi bejana yg lebih canteks

Out of breath...

i am feelin like this mansion...just struggling to live in this world which is just catching up so fast....sometimes it really feels like gasping for breath....everything i do seems to just backfires....having problems at work (endless problems i know i know...) having problems with bills..bills...having problems with soul...!!! aduhaiiiii...tolonggggggggggggggggggg!!!!!!!

takpa lah weekend ini mengejar gambar2 .....


fudnote: aku tak suka ini kerja jadi bos ni....first week at it sudah ada org complain kewibawaan gwe....shaits....nyeh...

VIRUS sudah melanda...!! (3 days before departure...)

Aku rasa aku nak lari lah
nak lari dari rumah kejap..nak lari dari tempat kerja...nak lari dari manusia2 yg sakit kan hati...nak lari dari masalah-masalah yang melanda...nak lari dari emosi yang tak stabil...nak lari dari apa2 pun yang menyakit kan hati...aku nak TERBANGGGGGGGGGGGG...eh tidak best pulak ...I wanna FLYYYYYYYYYYYY...ni lagi catchy kan...

kebelakang ni ada lah satu penyakit / virus yang melanda...penyakit ini menginfeksi beberapa org sudah...virus ini memang teruk lah...!! ada kawan cakap salah satu simptom virus ini adalah mula menulis surat formal...!! ni di tulis oleh seseorang dan di tepek oleh org lain dalam blog dia..

http://kukuanga.blogspot.com/2009/06/astaga.html

ni lah ni gila sudah ni...aduii..kita ni normal kah begini ni ah???org lain p melancong jugak..tidak juga gila begini..!!OIII...sudah2 lah ...jgn lah buat malu...waras sikit...waras...control lah kewarasan....!!!tahan sikit hari lagi hari ni RABU...esok khamis lusa JUMAAT....dan lepas tu..lepas tu hari apa ya...!!! YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...(eh..eh..k .k.sopan sikit..sopan...)

*princess kajang??? Artis kajaang??? bila pulak lah aku ni dapat gelaran ni...!!

I JUST CAN"T BELIEVE IT SAAT2 YANG LAMA DI TUNGGU FINALLY ALMOST HERE...!!