Relentless Strength needed!

Been back only 2 days...i am already feelin hard to adjust....with the flu..and tonnes of work,running round getting things done...sometimes my brain just wants me to shutdown and not care..Can i?
just doin it for the money..!! yeah just think about the money...


Fudnote:ada kawan yg sudi berjimba2 this weekend? i need my dose of love!

Fluing and missing home...

just came back from HOME....

and is down with a bad bad bad flu...
after a good time being home with family i came back last nite with a bad flu and headach...desperate times calls for desperate measures...i need badly to be well if not be a little ok....so i remembered if we caught cold or flu my mom wud boil 2 eggs hardboiled and massage myself...theres an indicator...a silver ring..(don't ask me why)

 use silver ring and egg white only

yeah i know it's a different ring...i didn't think of taking pics until i finish...

after massage the ring wud turn colour...mine was dark blue with reddish cooper like colour inside....
konon nya flu and body hot...it doesn't totally heal you..it just makes you feel a bit better....

ok enuff said..i don't even know why am i telling this..kepala masih blocked..!

really need time to adjust...body and mind...

just finish talking to my mom a whole hour...Darn it i missed home so much..!!

Fudnote:I just wanna be OK, be OK, be OK. I just wanna be OK today. - Vauxhall ad jingle

Happy Chinese New Year 2011

It's the second month of the year.... February already???
 Darn it...time realy pass so damn fast...the feelin of time leaving me behind sinks in...way way behind...just gotta catch up...

Having a great time with the family...

Gud food great company...

tot of the heart: semakin hari semakin tua...dan aku risau....!

Letting go and letting HIM

to what degree am i letting Him in ..!

to what degree am i letting go of myself and 

let Him auto pilot my life...

things will happen..and things do happened and if we put out little tots in it we will start questioning...!that is why i want to learn

Learn to let go and let Him...



Fudnote:Want to learn to TRUST 100%..Tuhan Ko kuat Ko gagah...! dan Ko hebat...and i hope i don't need to question everything ..every little details of the things You do

I heart my Family

i was reading my family emails (yes we have this thing that we update everyone about ourself-mom's side).and i don't know why but i was touched by my dad's simple email.He seldom writes and this one was simple and meaningfull.

It's good to hear that the children all like school.

Today Elizabeth was making 'chung' and Edmund was asking her
what she was making.After a bit of explaination Ed said we are
chinese that's why we celebrate chinese new year.We have not tell him
he is not 'officially' a chinese yet.Maybe a chinese at heart.


kalang

I am glad that i was raised up well...even though growing up i hated so much being in this family (must be the growing up stage)we were diffrent...we were neither Chinese nor Kelabit....we were just diffrent...we didn't speak neither language...i remember refusing to attend chinese classes...and remembering how hard to talk to my kelabit grandparents...i have a chinese face with a kelabit surname.it was hard growing up...without a real identity...but as a grew older i realize that i was special...I was unique..and

 i pray that my nephew grow up to realize he is special and is from a unique backgrown..

i already know he will grow up a handsome boy who would break lot's of girls heart...:P ...

 

this little boy who is obses with dinosaurs...and can remember all the names of the types of dinosaur...but struggle to write a simple chinese word everyday - homework from school...

miss his darling behaviour but can't stand it when he is naughty....!

FUDNOTE: God, thanks for everything You have done in my life...and thank you for taking care of my family too

Weekend the Weakness..-again

saturday morning....

saturday afternoon...

Saturday evenning

Sunday morning...

yes i know..again hehehe..
here's the chronology of the life of my fatty burger..

 atleast i was being healthy...got coleslaw...

Sunday evenning

darn it i did it again hehee....i think i shud have this constant post on what i ate i did on my weekends...the bro. aka. housemate was away for the weekend..so i had the house all to myself...lazying around sampai angkat tilam depan tv...!oh my wonderfull pathetic life!!! i had a good rest...!

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updet on FRIDAY...

I was really down after a meeting which i was treated like &*^^%....i went jogging after that...and decided to make myself happy and finally decided to get the TAB...so i went to celcom in town...i just wanted to enquire... cos i really wanted one...just to be bark back by a idiotic staff....! i was asking about the package...she said "tak boleh...kena register line baru...kena beli dengan line... !!! kalau mau beli set RM2600 ...!!! ( aku dengan muka hairan knp dia ni cakap kasar2? tapi hati masih tenang...) i replied then if i really want to buy boleh tak bagi price smua dengan package...!! she replied " takda stock!!! i was like.."bila lagi ada..? she said " tak tau..... WTFFFFF!!!!!! org macam ni hairan lah boleh kerja sales...!! this is actually my second encounter with her..that day i wanted to pay my dad's broadband and mine...she was rude cos i didn't have the number i wanted to use ic no to pay...! damn this kind of people....!!

Along the way we meet people we really hate that we wanna wish that they will die suffering...!! but then again ...durang pun ciptaan Tuhan yang di wujud kan utk menyusah kan dan menyedih kan hidup kita...tapi in the end membuat kita tidak akan buat sama org lain..!maybe it's just life...maybe org2 itu have a bad childhood or have problems at home ...maybe they have had a hard day...and maybe..lots...! i am just glad my life is ok...keluarga sihat...(as i was gobling down food ...i was happy..cos i was safe and sound in my own "crib" my own house...

fudnote: If your not strong just act as your strong...

Sushies Surprise & Barbican Night

Birthday miss Buffy...eh..Miss Lahongs..

an almost not turning up bday girl for her surprise Bday party....

Birthday Encik Luther... (i didn't bring my camera hence terpaksa cameraphone)

it was a weekday..so decided to have a non alchohol day...

we still can't understand why it's call beer...

My mini rest day cos of thaipusam was filled with fuds and hanging out friends


Thank God it's friday...!