Kursus Hujung minggu yang macam SIAL...


p/s sori for my bad language...!!i am wasting my weekend...~

OTAK AWAN KELABU...

Hari ini otak serabut...
kalau ikut hati rasa mau cabut2 semua rambut atas kepala ni...
maybe lack of rest....!

long weekend ahead of me...!
going to a place with people i don't like to be with...!

sudah sudah lah 5 hari ...ni nak tambah extra 2 hari bersama...! haish....(bila agak nya perasaan ini akan hilang)

Tuhan kalau dah menang hari2...tolong lah sikit boleh kah...!make this feelin go away just for a little while....i just want to be happy for a moment...

Jadual sampai hujung tahun!

Dalam kesibukkan ni..terasa mo catat jadual harian tetiba...hhehee.sebab rasa susah mo bernafas bila tengok tapi bila lalui ok pulak ..!

26 Okt-11 Nov: Menjaga Exam siswazah
3 Nov: Audit Dalaman (ni yg buat aku emo2 selalu)
7-8 Nov : Kursus Pengurusan, Bagan Lalang,Sepang
12 Nov : Viva budak phD
11-13 Nov: Conference Ivic, Hotel EQ, Bangi (ni currently buat jantung berdebar2)
26-29 Nov: Miri - Jo's Wedding (really2 looking fwd)
1-2 Dec : Bengkel
3 Dec - ada appointment..!! (Dy jom OU) hahaha
5 Dec - Kuantan
9-13 Dec- KK ( Mungkin)
19-20 Dec - Perlis
23 Dec - 7 jan - Miri & Bario

Semua yg berwarna biru adalah agenda yg di look forward kan sangat2...yang lain adalah benda yang di harapkan berlalu dengan kadar yang cepat...kalo ikut perhitungan ada full 2 bulan lagi dalam habis kan 2009 ni tapi kalau tengok jadual smua sudah full..aduh..CAN SOMEONE PLEASE TELL GOD TO SLOW DOWN THE CLOCK!!! i am just not ready yet to leap into a new year...!! tapi ada benda juga waiting for 2010 ni....

my days are full of uncertainty...!!! haishhhhh..haish...

Bila bulan mengembang

Bila datang bulan gila...! aku akan gila gila gila...! dan bila aku gila gila gila ada perkara yang aku buat yang tidak sihat... this is bad for my health ...please i need help...! aku setress...sangat setress...! tpi biasa lah perasaan ini akan berlalu dengan cepat ...and i can't wait for another outing with friends...end of this month akan berjumpa kengkawan yg lama dan juga peminat no 1 aku...(hope he still anggap me his friend hehehehe)

(gambar setakat hiasan...) damages was done....

fudnote: my feets are happy but my wallet is sad...(don't get me wrong bukan mau menunjuk-nunjuk tapi mo menunjuk kegilaan yg melanda...

Life passing by on the fast lane...

(Gambar hiasan tidak berkaitan)

guys thanks for being still friends it has been more then 10 years....

i suddenly have this nausea feelin because of time passing by on the fast lane...rasa macam semua org ada kemajuan..org smua maju depan...org semua ada additional of something in their life that boleh di shout out in their lives....

Me...as for me...wanna scream pun takda suara kluar...! (not that i am not counting my blessings k)

feelin of being static in this fast turning world ...everything is catching up with me...work..life..age...sampai i think i am just standing still while my life passes in front of me...everyday with my own mind..."normal life" kecuali occasionally ada somefriends enters the scene and leave again...!but i am thanking God too for these moments..masa aku muak...aku letih...there are moments yg God let's me have fun..."FUN"..have a break where i can go away with a bunch of Psychotic Food hunters....and pigout ourselves only to regret everything at the end when we see our bulging,flabbing,tangy,tummy...!!

wishing that we spend more time exercising..jogging...and watever...(tapi itu smua fantasi seseorang)

looking at my life now...i simply think it's a boring one...just that sometimes the way i tell it seems to be interesting to another person...aku mo jadi sorang cool...sorang yg org kagum... wakakakakka bila berjalan mata smua memandang...bila bercakap smua org dengar...bila ? hahhahaha i kid..i kid...none of the above is the feelin in my heart...

I just wanna live in a decent way..where everyone respect each other..remembers each other..love is each other..HOW HARD is THAT?

if you are living in a place where people that cares for you are leaving close to you...have friends that out of no where and what ever hour calls you out for a teh tarik...or wat ever time for a meal...(ok ..ok...inlcude this too...) a karaoke session... or even just a little talk will you where about to enter your car at the parking space...I really think that your damn..damn lucky....

aku rasa aku mau berjalan lah..selagi boleh jalan mau jalan...and take lot's of pics and let them tell the story of the heart...mau p tempat yg org cakap boring and make it unboring...!!tak kisah lah aku hutang byk kah...tidak makan kah (ni susah lah mo buat)....I wanna go places..regardless of what people say....

everyone has their own special place in God's heart..and in HIS plans...so jgn cakap aku perlu sama dengan smua org...sebab aku mungkin ada benda special yg Dia mo bagi...and ada benda yang Dia tidak bagi...So i am still waiting..i am still waiting...waiting..and waiting....(this doesn't mean God love you more :P) He loves us the same...i just needed to remind me and myself....He actually love me too...just some stupid insensitive people need to blurt out things that breaks my heart...i know i need to come back..and search..or maybe i need to go on and search too...i need to learn to just focus on Him instead of them right...and i need to realise that i will have the best instore for me..and i have to wait with patience .... TUHAN Kau menang hari ni...Kau menang...

p/s when i type Patience on google just now i got this:Patience is the state of endurance under difficult circumstances, which can mean persevering in the face of delay or provocation without becoming annoyed..

i will try not be provoc..and become annoyed..so guys..who ever read this..theres something out there instore for us..we just have to wait..and preserver...wait wait...

Fudnote:TUHAN, Kau menang hari ni...Kau menang...

Kelate Darul... Epi 2

Hitting the Road.....

first hour we were all decent...after that it was down hill...hunger keep on pounding on our large capacity of tanks inside of us...the trip home was insane...!! singing top of our lungs...and feelin emotions when the songs changes...but all and all it was fun..!! although more towards insanity..!! kita ok bah kan..kita ni ok...!! :P

sunrise laughters

Ini hanya akan terjadi bila a group of people spend much time together and really know each other...bangun pukul 6am utk menikmati sunrise dan memperagakan aneka aksi..tanpa di sedari ramai org disekeliling melihat...(serius..i didn't know byk org di pantai sehingga sesi berakhir after 1 hour hahaha)..dan ternyata tarikkan makanan lebih hebat dari pada mandi laut hahahaa...

FOOD HUNTERS...

I think we spend most of our time eating...trying out new food...but it's true a full stomach make a person happy...and we all like to be happy together...and when we are together we eat a lot...!! serius man..lots...tia tau lah kalo ada org lain boleh join kita macam ni...! asal suka makan mesti boleh jadi geng kan...! hahaha..but i can't forget the day org tambah2 lauk di wedding org..!! wedding food crashers...!! tapi i still long for the beef dish di kenduri mimi hari tu..!! oh no.!!! tell you all the truth i have never eaten nasi kerabu before in my life...but after kelantan ..I rasa i LIKE it...!! but maybe it's just the company kan ...org2 yang kita enjoy being with while kita makan..yg tidak sedap boleh menjadi sedap!!.. w/pun ada argument tentang kuih mana yg sedap..!! actualy guys aku rasa aku boleh makan smua kuih2 hari tu..tapi sebab dipengaruhi oleh comment2 korang terus tia jadi habis kan wakakakaka...!! sedap juga bah tu.!!

All about Dawn

Byk pulak koleksi....here's to you glams...i say it best when i say nothing at all..! you are loved..:P..(babe..i still can't believe you sang delilah..!! terganggu betul me sampai hari ni )!!(fread,aku kurang berani buat ko punya hahahaa...takut org geli tengok !!!)

Kelantan Darul...epi 1

mangsa banjir sedang menikmati makan malam hehhee ( tengahmalam makan nasi kerabu)

evolusi manusia...

we laugh together and at each other hahaha

Double date with our guys....

yummy...

bila 6 jam perjalanan..bisa jadi retarded...

sweetttttt...