when blinded by love

Is it really true that..when people are in love they will be blinded by love..?



my office is full of lovey dovey people now a days.....!blinded by love..! takpa lah...pandai2 tupai melompat pandai jatuh juga nanti...! masa suka suki ni smua nya indah...! tunggu lah nanti...

work was never this hard before..! i awkward la masa di bincang dalam meeting benda2 cintan2 ni...! kamon lah haish takkan takda harga diri...!

enjoying calorie....(aku sudah gumuk)

tak palah...let's sit down and enjoy the show.....i mean it this time i don't want to have to deal with any love dovey people who tiba2 emo2 and pekak kepada nasihat org...i tell you having affair with people in the office is a very dangerous thingy...!.
oh Lord teach me to dust my shoes...i just don't want to be apart of these people...

how do you swear in vietnamese...???

&^*(^%&(%$#@#.... if i could just swear in vietnamese.....dang...i was searching for this vietnamese rice paper since monday....!! my mom called up asking to buy it as she wanted to teach how to make this in her ladies fellowship...so the quest of searching bermula dari kajang,bangi..sampai jusco balakong..! satu midval pun cari2 sampai cik buffy kita nampak sangat keletihan menjadi pengikut...! we even went to ask at the thai restaurant.....they use to have but sold off.....finally i remembered the vietnamese restaurant....we went there and  phew they had them..! but what the what !!!!!!!! it cost a bomb.... shaitssssssssss...rippoff betul kan...!!
it cost RM9 for only 26 pieces..........!!!! cilakak punya kedai...tapi then again apa boleh buat i needed it...! terus beli 3...triple cilakak...!!

to make the ultimate cilakas....ada lah bah ini org sms aku di saigon hari tu dia beli 7000 dong for 50 pieces....darn it...that is like...it's like RM2 for 50 pieces...lu bikin gwa sakit hati togs
..bikin panas...bila aku p saigon next time aku akan bawa satu karung balik....!!!!


money can't compare with my mother's love....~ (ayat kasi sedap hati)

it's my heart that i'll follow this time...

I think i am bored of getting angry..actually tired of getting angry at people who are not worth it...

i think i am gonna turn it all around tonite...buat apa juga marah2 lama kan..biar saja lah...cukup lah seminggu marah...!!

one more time...i am just glad to be alive and breathing...!!You never said...You never said this life would be this hard....!but anyway...nobody said it was easy....

lepas ni...akan menganjurkan aktiviti2 menghiburkan hati k...!!

 fudnote: to make right every wrong turn that i've learn....

Already Gone

Anger is so bothering me right now.....

need a cooling down period....

i am so fed up until i wanna vommit.....

oh well...i don't wanna be bothered and spoil my life with people who are not worth it.....

JANE...!! please pick up urself and let go...enjoy life as it comes....!!

futnote: i think i am gonna start jogging again lah....takut kalah sama kasut NB.....oh darn...i so want the green NB....

Stupidos Alcato...!!

it makes me sad when seeing unscropulos people.....when bosses are on my ass everyday...and staffs are being un reasonable.....been having lot's on my mind lately....thinking of this and that...settleling this and that....found some unwanted white hairs too....(like my mom said: Age is catching up) sometimes i wish for a time off away...but i am glad though...at time like this God has make ways for me to understand more about life...about self....if it was up to me i'll be fuming...!! but i am glad i still have this little of patiences in me.....and thank God for having a temporary roomate in time like this....walaupun kita dua mengantok2 and tetiba in the middle of a conversation will just drop to sleep....hahaha..! and will be awaken by someone suddenly asking me what time izit in the middle of the wee hours....!!

well now i know all things happens for a reason....i can't wait for my breakthrough!!!!...i feel like flying!!!

(maap lah gambar besar2...just want to tell that i am really really tired of this life....)

OTAK AWAN KELABU...

Hari ini otak serabut...
kalau ikut hati rasa mau cabut2 semua rambut atas kepala ni...
maybe lack of rest....!

long weekend ahead of me...!
going to a place with people i don't like to be with...!

sudah sudah lah 5 hari ...ni nak tambah extra 2 hari bersama...! haish....(bila agak nya perasaan ini akan hilang)

Tuhan kalau dah menang hari2...tolong lah sikit boleh kah...!make this feelin go away just for a little while....i just want to be happy for a moment...