Today is too ..not a good day...!

Aku mau jadi kuda!

just wanted an interesting and catchy title....had a very bad day today...it's another day when everything went wrong...if i always tell you all that my blood was boiling..today was like mad until i think my blood's not boiling anymore until the pot is dry....

drove back home and had a good cry...yeah now i know it's just best just to cry like hell and feel a bit better later...!

today i just wish and hope that God permits what i will and am doing...i may not know wats in store for me..but all i know is today is not a good day..i'll stopplanning and trying to accomodate people for a bit...cos i just don't wanna care..!!

tidak mo berharap tinggi..aku mau seperti jimbron...mo menjadi kuda...kuda yg laju yg boleh lari selaju2nya...

fudnote:after 4 large muffin ...i am still hungry...

Therapy in progress...

it might not be the yummiest muffin but it is self bake...!! my first attempt of baking..i didn't know baking was this fun...!!

the first muffin i ever baked..! isn't she ugly hehehe..!

first batches that i put in the microwave just to try...the tray was small for my oversize cups..! bagus juga pandai kasi kurang inti masuk dalam cups kalau tidak paster berlimpah2....

ada hati mo bagi org wakakkakaka....kihkihkih....ofcourse lah i can't eat myself...after this i want to experiment with Rum and wisky...hehehe...! can i bake wisky or Rum  filled muffins???

if you guys were awed by my baking...look again ....semesti nya ini dari box lah bah...!! kasi chan lah first time.... i didn't have a measurement cup...no mixer... 

taaddaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... i bought this box...hehehe..but atleast i improvise hehehe..i bought choc chips and mix it in...(actually bought almonds but it went missing).....i think i got too carried away with the choc chips... for those who bake.. i wanna ask you..!!

HOW ON EARTH TO YOU MEASURE WATER BY GRAM?????adoyaiiii!!! marah pun ada...!!was wondering wat the heckkkkkkkkk???

i made half of the box...was wondering too how to use 1 and half egg hehehe..(i put 2 instead..)

okes that's all for my baking adventure...! and i will have to think twice before i start baking again hehehe..! hard work....!!but i tell you i don't know why but i had tears in my eyes while watching the muffun "grow" in the oven!!!

Introducing Johannah Rinnai Joshua

the little princess of Joshua and Joy arrive early....

JOHANNAH RINNAI JOSHUA

2.2kg at 3.30am

Here are some pics...

proud mummy....

proud parents........

asher checking out the latest addition amoi in this world...

cutekan..wondering wat was he thinking......he was like a superstar heheheee....the hospital had a full house...this is a pic...asher shopping around..

CUTENESS!!!

addition to the new generation...overwelm juga lah...when a set of friends are crown as parents....wishing them both strenght to raise a human being...i respect parents...!!i heart those babies....!!!

Fudnote:Tuhan boleh kah aku dapat satu?

Peer Pressure!

SPEECHLEESSSS...!

Fudnote:I am innocent,i fell for peer pressure..i had to do it..! (but it was a great time!

Moonshine weekend..!

blame it on a lazy monday that i had no mood to updet...! i had a mooshine weekend...bz...tiring but enjoyable...i got to know more about my own inner self that i seldom see...! the cool and patience self..(angkat bakul sendiri)

when i say moonshine it's kinda like being drunk kan?yeah i had a full dose of friends the whole weekend...! but before meeting the whole clan..i had to toil myself in the Gym...!!thanks to puan.. we started our day early...after 2 hours of sweat and a plate of wantan mee...! i was off for my weekend..!i did a little alone time at home too....have you guys tried this???

 yummy ooo....when your on a diet it's like torturing yourself....! smell so nice that you just wanna lick it!!!

tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....!!reminds me of pulau 3....!

after all that pampering....and cancelation of plans to be gluttons... i had my time off with astro..! thank God for astro!! but when you're on diet it's dangerous to watch AFC!!i was like so so so hungry...ada lah org sentul tu..!! bila di mesej mereply...belum ada lagi org mati tidak makan satu hari!! apa punya kawan..! but something cute happen..! someone tetiba sms and said will be at my door step in 20 minutes....and that someone turn up with..

kihkihkihk...! how tot full!!how could i turn down when i was so hungry...!! sedaps bila di cecah dengan roti..!

teringat BanMie in HCMC...!!

afer that we had a vocal trainning session with pare and the geng...!! rupanya ada lagu iban byk di CBox hehehee..no pics..! have to ask from pare..he had the camera...!

with a little sleep!! the next morning i had to rush for a photoshoot..!Hakim's pre wedd...i discovered a partner in crime in this new york hat guy...!!

after the shoots...me and pare zasss to tanjung malim just in time to catch Jay after her convo...! cool lah to have a impromtu trip...then we had bowling..! and then jumpa org sentul p talipon..! that sentul girl was cruel to me by reminding me of my diet the whole time we were in talipon...!! nyeh...!
(if you notice why i am fastforwarding my story...bos panggil bah..heheh tapi sibuk updet blog kihkihkihkih)

oh ya i got a present for myself..!

tadaaaaaaaaaaaaa...!! mari lah datang rumah kita buat girly stuffs...!!

Aku tia mo jadi pegawai..aku mo cuba jadi photog...mo cuba jadi tukang masak..mo cuba jadi tukang rambut...mau cuba jadi tukang buat kek...mau cuba jadi apa2 saja yg menyenangkan hati...!!HATI BERBUNGA2..!!!

fudnote:Friendship is like antics...the older it is the more expensive it becomes...! I LOVE My FRIENDs!!

Stars of life....!

keeping a blank spot for a pic...(just couldn't decide what to put..)maybe its best to leave it blank...been thinking about stuffs..(blame it on audit season...) my brains are frying itself...Hope is just another word in the dictionary..all that i can hope is just to live this life....!

i realise that i am in a love hate affair with my work....but seems like it's in the middle of wanting a divorce..! i called for a meeting this morning to sort out files..and my staffs argued in front of me saying about who should do what...in the midst of them quarelling i got to admit my mind was blank and i just shut them out...i couldn't hear anything....i just move to the next point...! baru sedar...senang betul mo drift otak kita p somewhere else kan...?

all i can think off is just sleeping in my bed...( rasanya ini lah tempat yang sangat bagus utk bersendirian)... i've gotta make this life more interesting...

(i know this post doesn't make sense...it's just a post to post...!! cheerios guys...Mari penuhi hati dengan lagu krispatih untuk membunuhkan hati kita..!)

I know my life sucks big time..! di tengah2 musim audit..aku mengemaskini fail2 yg bukan kerja aku tapi aku buat..dan di kerumuni oleh org2 yg senang2 complaint itu bukan kerja durang...!jadi? kerja aku? tp aku tetap buat..utk apa? aku pun tak tau..tapi tetap buat..! Tuhan please write this down in ur book...! Aku tetap buat...!

FUDNOTE: ada org bagi me choc yesterday...dia cakap hadiah utk celebrate usaha aku mendiet...!