Three Gals and One guy...

US...

Me...

Dawn with an attitude

Lydia and Oly..(lupa lah nama your toy tu)

hahaha kantoi fread...(aku cakap tidak nampak muka tapi ternyata aku tipu)

We went on a trip together...almost 7 hours trip in Geri...sampai sekarang lagu dalam MP3 belum full satu round hehehe..nyanyi sampai sakit kerongkong pun ada dalam kereta...makan apa saja yang boleh di capai...we had good laughs together...ketawa about almost everything...tapi aku rasa mood kita bergantung kepada lagu yang di main kan pada masa tersebut...i got to know Geri better this trip...we learn about each other capacity...! I love Geri...!:P

I learn about life is not what we think it is..unless we really search...Kelantan is not bad..! i just love the pace....relax and slow...like problems in life is just a second...just have to get over it and jalan seperti biasa... makcik2 excited tengok kiteorang makan nasi kerabu and nasi kari...(kami pun berlagak innocent )...learning the language...and can feel keiklasan hari org2 kelantan...non of what i expected...i was wrong to judge this place before i came...overall i think it's a swell place...i LIKE...and i love to come again...the food were great!!!!

i'll post more pics later...

Fudnote: i learn about my frens too...bisa jadi gila bila dapat tengok benda2 murah..!! periuk belanga termasuk :p

Just the two of US

It has been 10 years since we first met each other and then click straight away...and now we are still friends...actually bestest of Friends...even though there are times we have out share of arguement too...and we are actually two different character all together.. what she likes...i don't like..! what i think is fun she doesn't get it :p...

but well i am glad to have a friend close to heart that i can tell her everything and nothing at all...a few days ago we when for a road trip together with kukuanga and freaddy boy...(will write about the trip later) we had a shoot together...i like it :P from the pics sudah tau dua2 lain2 mood hahahaha...! wasn't plan and didn't discuss..but well GLAMS...seperti post2 yg lain ...saya sayang kamu..!!cheers 10 years and many years to come k..!thanks for everything..! your my reminder and indicator utk berpijak di bumi yang nyata...!! ( penting masa perasaan gila dan mau beli sun glasses Rm1.5 k...hahaha)

huggies k..! wish you all the best ...!the BEST is yet to come...

Hitting the Road in 24 hours...

Exactly 24 hours from now, we'll be hitting the road...

but knpa tetiba feelin ini kurang excited sudah....maybe cos' there's tones of work to do in the office...sampai my otak is lagging...haish...and tones of work waiting for me when i get back...tetiba rasa macam salah masa pulak time for to go off...aduiiiiiiiiii.....jantung beating dengan kencang...bukan perasaan excited tapi perasaan uncertainty...

today 8am-6pm kena work real hard lah...really hard...

Maybe perasaan excited hilang sebab yesterday i got my whole schedule for my bengkel n seminars...sekali pandang pun mo pengsan!! straight bertubi2...nampak nya aku akan semakin gemuk after this...stay hotel saja...!

i hope i can let my mind be free for this few days...my heart be renewed...i just hate the attitude of people in the office right now...cakap pun macam kurang ajar...entah lah..getting on my nerve...so i think it's also the right time to go off..or else aku akan mengamuk tak tentu pasal..!!

Hidup ini walaupun susah mana..kita tetap masih bernafas...

Kadang2 ada masa kita sesak nafas...Kadang2 kita lupa bernafas...

Kadang ada juga masa kita tidak mo bernafas lagi...

Hope to meet myself during this trip...cos the now me is a demn frustrated,unmotivated,confuse,and is hating the feelin of i have to do wat people want me to do...!!!

today tetiba teringat sorang kawan yg suka cakap ni : No, Shit man...!

(last nite p teman dia minum and tetiba org itu masuk mimpi aku hahahaa)*fakta yg tiada kaitan dengan post ini....

Yeah,No shit man...life has been cruel this few days...!Friends have been cruel too..but anyway...No shit man..LIFE MUST GO ON...!!

We were 7 now left 6...

Dulu kami 7 sekarang tinggal 6...

i have been denying myself for the pass few weeks....but i think it has to end now ....

Dulu masa kecil! the place i grew up...we had a family friend...we were so close that as almost we were brothers and sisters...they were a chinese family we were half chinese...

as kids...we always have the dumb things like...them being bumiputra wannabe...and us just wanna be the same as people around us...

i remember every school holiday they will come and stay over at our place...our parents were as close as brothers and sisters too...!

we went on long road trips....from kuching to miri...!! and back to sarikei...! to think about it we were really small to be able to fit in a van that uncle had...! we had head counts sebab selalu ada2 saja missing...ada lagi adegan sorang mesti jatuh longkang lah..! hilang lah...tertido lah...life was really great then...!

bila org tanya who is who..we would just answer adik..abang...or sister.. bro...!

we were that close...!!sampai kadang2 tak mau balik rumah sendiri...!

we grew up...! i went away to study...but occasional holiday back home the first thing was goin to see them...ada rumours lah cakap uncle sayang betul me and my bro more then them ...tapi i know he has his own ways to show love...3 years ago uncle pass on...! i was there...and was very sad...like burying a father to me...

and today...i bury a sister...i didn't go...i didn't do anything...i just sat at home and act like nothing happen....! i didn't even call aunty...cos i don't know wat to say....

Funeral was over a few hours ago...!

my sister...I bid you farewell...i know you are at a better place...! and in better hands...

futnote: i am sad..but i am feeling numb...so i have no feelings right now....i didn't go back cos i know i can't handle it...! God ..i still have nothing to say to you untill now...!

Salah kah kalau aku marah!!!

I really have nothing to say to YOU...!!

YOU give and take whenever YOU want to...!

sometimes i wonder why You even bother then...!


the news belum sink in ...life adalah seperti biasa..sebab i don't know what to feel....

Aku marah sama KAU hari ni ...!salah kah kalau aku ada perasaan marah ! i am only human..!

Gamers...

I know i cannot question Your plans for us in this world....!!

I know i will never understand why you permits things...!!

and i will always be angry at YOU sometimes...

But i know..(but at times i refuse acknowledge) that:

Your plans are always the BEST..!!!

I ask You for strength and a heart of stone to face this obstacle.....so i may not ask you why....

so i may not hate You...and mostly so i may not lose my faith ....

Your plans are always the BEST..!!!

that is wat You say...that is wat You say

Your plans are always the BEST..!!!

for i am no one...but one of your creation...

for i have nothing to say to YOU today...

Ada org buat aku gila...!!

HANOI VS HO CHIN MINH

dua-dua VIETNAM....

PILIHAN hati adalah VIETNAM je....

Demn you AIRASIA... I HATE n LOVE u at the same time....ko buat aku jadi papa kadana....!