Berikan Ku Hati Sperti Hati Mu...

BERIKANKU HATI S'PERI HATIMU

HATI YANG MENGASIHI, JIWA YANG TERHILANG

BERIKANKU MATA S'PERTI MATAMU

MEMANDANG JIWA YANG DALAM G'LAP

KU MAU BERADA DALAM RENCANANYA

DAN MELAKUKAN PERBUATANNYA YANG BESAR

MEMULIHKAN HATI YANG TERLUKA

MENJADI RUMAH BAGI MEREKA YANG LELAH

MEMBAGI HIDUP DAN MILIK KITA BERSAMA

JADIKAN HATIKU SEPERTI HATIMU,

Fudnote:Dimanakah ku dapat lari...Di manakah ku dapat cari kedamaian..Bawa ku ke rumput hijau...dimana dapat ku baring dan rasakan kedamaian..!!~

I need a place tp refresh myself!!

Otak aku serabut...!!

otak aku serabut seperti gambar ini...!!

Boleh tak kalau aku tak mau kerja!!!

BOLEH KAH KALAU AKU TAK MAU KERJAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA..!!!!

WHY SO MALAS TODAYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!... WHYYYYYYYYYY....??? ASAL MONDAY MESTI PERASAAN INI DATANG....!!

WHEN CAN I LEARN TO LOVE MONDAY AND LEARN TO LOVE MY JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

JOM DINOSAURS...KITA P JALAN2...!!

listening to: ST12...

24 hours - OPEN...

tengah di mcD ni..suddenly ada hati mau write pulak...

at times when kita duduk and perhatikan things around us macam byk pulak boleh buat otak kita berfikir...

Scenario 1:

A family...
kids eating their burgers and fries...parents looking at their kids...I wonder what is in the mind of their parents..!! Good job parents...anak2 mesti gembira dapat makan MCD. w/pun memang tau sekarang susah mo raise kids...mahal..!!

Scenario 2:
friends...
talking about stuffs..I wonder what their talking about...!! Friends...the best to hang out with...talking about almost nothing at all...

Scenario 3:
A couple...
gigling and just doing what couples do...Love is on their mind..!! I wonder wat that feels like...

scenario 4 :
A friend..A student..
Kawan sebelah aku tengah buat kerja dia...: I know the feelin of having to catch up on a dateline..!!

Hmm apa aku tulis ni...jarang2 perhati kan benda sekeliling in details...!! tapi today masa duduk kat mcD ni tetiba pulak otak berjalan serentak dengan jiwa dan hati..! wat a simple place can mean so much to lot's of people...

24 hours that is wat we are all given a day...byk kah tu?? recently i feel like semua itu tidak cukup pulak...macam letih mengejar pulak cycle of the day ni...!!! lalu hari2 macam gitu2 saja...macam ada perasaan yang there's got to be more then this in this life...apa..??apa..?

oh ya tengah dengar lagu ..kekasih gelapku sekarang ni..!! macam tetiba best saja ni lagu..w/pun no one knows..tapi i love..love..Him deeply..KU mencintai mu lebih dari apa pun, meski pun teda satu org pun yang tau..!!Mencintai mu sedalam2 hati ku...!!
(isk knp tetiba rasa mau lari ni ah??)

haish..sudah lah...sudah lah heheh..
k apa aku mo cerita ni sebenarnya...just that sometimes best juga duduk diam kan..boleh perhati apa yg berlaku sekitar kita...tapi kadang2 bila duduk diam macam ni reality knocks hard on your heart...!! reality...reality... apa sudah jadi sama aku ni..?? knp aku begini?? mana aku sekarang?? can i just turn the clock around...or can i just stop it for a while so i can think..think..!

HAISH MCD tengok apa ko sudah buat sama aku!!!


I live to learn..and i have to learn to live...
(LV:aku curi dari blog ko sikit k..hehehe..)

My dad the new blogger

Recently i ask my dad to start his own blog...he has always wanted to start writing a biblio but never did start....after much tutorial session which kadang2 aku rasa meradang sebab sebab tidak paham2...and biasalah as anak jarang lah mau ambil tau tentang apa bapa dia mo tulis...after a few comments that i saw on his blog by some friends...aku baca juga...tapi persoalan nya knp aku baca terus mata aku berair..!! and i really see apart of my dad yang sincere in his writing...boleh rasa betul2 dari hati dia menulis...

stories that he tells we have always hear from him..but somehow reading about how he was when he was young made me feelllllllllll....he had a hard life when he was young...but i can sense that he learned lots....seeing him goin back to his kampung after retiring...made him a diffrent man that i know...i know his heart long to go back and "berjasa" to his kampung...and to pay ODE to his father...! i did comment something to him once that i regreted...i said..Pa,luckily your kampung is accescible by road...if have to walk for another 4 hours..i wud never come back..!!after reading of his story...how he walk to school...not hours..but days...made me realise..all of that made ME too..!! if he had been a lazy boy...i wouldn't be here right now...! so, pa, even if i don't seem to show emotion that i care...or i am interested on how you lived your life...how hard it was for you...I SALUTE you...!!I HEART YOU...!!THANKS...i know i can't repay you...i wish you all the best with your big dream in Bario...!

http://www.madoayu.blogspot.com/

fudnote: I really thank God that He has given my dad a second chance...

What else can we do...

spt korang tau kan..sapa2 yang terima sms aku tengah malam tadi....(sori lah guys...aku pun can't stand hearing news like this)

mau masuk tido sudah tetiba dapat sms...bagi tau ada dua budak ni accident...aku ni apa lagi pantang dengar brita2 begini...aduii..jantung pun kelajuannnnn....tanya punya tanya dapat jawapan yang tidak puaskan hati ...terus aku tanya tuan punya badan yg kena..thank God smua ok...haish.......sakit jantung o ..!!isk...turns out niety and niecky ok....cuma bruises and cuts...jahit sini sana...standed lah...kasi tinggalkan parut..!!

adoi..i tell you man..aku memang tia boleh terima kejutan macam ni lah....bikin panas juga benda2 ni...bikin panas di hati....

ada terfikir juga apa aku boleh buat ah...wat...wat...wat shud i do...wat shud i say..how to react..??

to my frens out there...take care ya of urself..jgn bikin kawan sakit jantung bah...i heart all of you bah ni...caring tersangat2....jgn nakal2 lah ah..!!

I thank God today of wat He has done...i know i am not a perfect person..and I know i am not a good one too... but i pray that He take cares of my friends...

FUDNOTE: Andai ku tahu kapan tiba ajal ku...!!ku akan memohon Tuhan tolong panjangkan umur ku...Andai ku tahu kapan tiba masa ku, Ku akan memohon tuhan jgn ko ambil nyawaku

Life is just life...

can't sleep lah ...maybe it's hot...panas betul malaysia ni kan....

kadang ada juga rasa sesak nafas kan...when life is life..we can't do much but to just walk with the wave..apa aku cakap ni ...tia tau juga...tapi tetiba hati runsing , jiwa kacau...otak bercelaru...jantung pantas...

sometimes rasa just wanna stop doin everything kan...rasa mo menyelam ke dasar laut....mau mendaki gunung tinggi dan sit on the tip of the mountain...

just wanna gila party sampai tidak ingat dunia...!! then again apa tu gila party!! sing like never before...dance like never ever did...drink like there's no tomorrow...lepas tu laugh at the stupidness we have done....rally muvie ka...(lepas tu aku tido)...rally makan kah..??

macam kadang2 lupa pulak perasaan enjoy life ni ooo...too bz with work..too bz memperfectkan diri..too bz memikirkan apa org pikir...too bz worrying...too bz this to bz tat.....

kadang2 ada perasaan juga life is killing me slowly...sudah lupa mcm mana mo enjoy..lupa macam mana mo ketawa sampai terkeluar air mata...lupa gelak sampai mo pecah perut...

Jane...take a deep breath..take a really deep breath....(haish..knp perasaan ini masih sama spt tadi...) haish i need to rejuvate...kengkawan..korang tia mo datang lawat aku kah???:P tolong lah kasi aku semangat sikit...!! aku seperti daun yang layu sudah..bila di pijak mesti hancur..

mau belajar balik lah enjoy life macam ni budak................