Self obsession... by Mawar

hobi aku adalah mengambil gambar...

tapi kadang-2 aku suka bila org ambil gambar aku mengambil gambar....

nota kaki tripod: Thanks kepada mawar yang sudi bagi gambar-2 canteksssss semua...

Just Do It...

Today's best pics is this...

tapi bukan mo cerita tentang org atas ni...hahaha...tu just memenuhi syarat blog bergambar hahaha...but just wanna give credit to model yang sangat canteks...and ini pun sendiri edit wo...teror sudah model cum director cum editor...hahaha...tapi siapa entah amik gambar ni...siap jane's cheh...serupa nama aku jek...tp tu bukan watermark aku...hmmpp...siapa la yang pandai amik gambar ni...

k..k..back to my topic...actually just wanna share excitement yang tidak sabar-2 mo fly tomorow.......!!! wah macam mimpi lah...i know that i wud never do this type of kamikaze thingy...but JUST DO IT kan...bila lagi kan mo buat...?

WOIIIIIII...ORG KK SMUA...NANTIKAN LAH KEMUNCULANNNNNNN AkuUUUUUU...!!!!!!!!!!!

actually kalau berfikiran waras i wudn't do this...tapi takpa lah lupakan saja..need a break kan...so this is it..the BREAK...hopefully smua ok lepas time off ni...everybody need a break from something kan...?Kadang-2 bila kita have something for a long time...and sepanjang masa kita ada doubt whether benda itu memang "ngam" sama kita...kita perlu fikir balik...but like kalau sudah lama...bertahun-tahun...kadang-2 kita fikir kita sudah serasi...tapi deep in our heart mungkin that thing is just not ours...mungkin this means time to go on and let go...tapi mungkin tidak...arhhggh...jiwa kacau lah...

Just need to breath....rejuvinate...refresh...lompat-2 amik gambar...(photog pun teringin k...)hahahaa...Karok pun boleh..!!!! camp di tepi beach pun boleh!!!...bungee jump pun boleh (ala togous knp sabah teda ...i already bought a bungee jump shirt.. :P)..orait guys... sayang betul sama korang ni ...wah sanggup p Pulau 3 and sacrifice cuti balik kampung sendiri utk kasi teman ME...terharu biru betul la...belum p lagi sudah rasa the LOVE korang bagi hahahahahaha...Pulau 3 tu kita berlakon balik SURVIVOR k... hahaha

See you all in sabah tmorow...hehehe...I'm gonna try blog everyday from there...kurang-2 1 day 1 best photo...hehehe...okie chows...boleh sudah dengar ombak memanggil-2

Nota slipar:i know i sound funny..but i can't tell all wat happen...just pray everyting wud be ok ya...kalau tidak ok pun...biar Dia yang menentukan...

some of the moments that i like....

I enjoy taking my Nikko for shoots...but sometimes i pity my toy sebab perlu berkhidmat di bawah matahari yang panas...sometimes boleh feel when i touch nikko,ada rasa dia panas...ada rasa dia letih...ada rasa dia tidak mau cooperate...weird kan...tapi it's true..especially the getting panas part...sometimes i don't realize the emotion and moments that can be captured until when i come home after a tiring day shooting and when i search for that special picture that i love and that can make me satisfied for the day...that is wat makes me happy...and my heart meltz...and makes me wanna take more....ambik gambar ni boleh buat kita down juga kadang-2...sejak suka ambil gambar ni i think it plays lots of my emotion...gumbira..saddis...confuse pun ada...

really susah wanna separate passion and cari makan....but i think i have already decide...i do it cos i love to do it...not because of the earning...(macam la kena bayar selama ni wakakakak)...because i love to put smile on peoples faces when they see the pics...and also see confident level org shoot high bila rasa diri sendiri canteks dalam gambar LOL...it's a great feelin dow...org puji looks dia sendiri...tapi siapa yang capture?? hehehe...

This are some of the pics during last weekend photoshoot...this are sort of the kind i love taking...
candid...emotions...and sweeeeeeeeetttt...
(ini lah actually wat i like...but apa boleh buat...:P kena ambil atas permintaan juga kan...)

one thing juga...i got to now byk-2 org-2 baru yang wujud kat dunia ni hahahaa....got to know new friends ( scarrrryyy...)

Nota tapak kaki: bukan semua gambar yang kita suka orang akan suka juga...

Jaja n Amirul 14 Dec 2008

Nota kakis:gambar kanak-2 riang...

Everything has its own story...

when things come crashing down... what do you feel..? How do you react...? What do you do...?Adding to the whole month of "agony" yesterday my laptop crash...!!!because of some stupid VIRUS!!!! before that let me tell you why the laptop is important...ALL MY PICS...are in here ok...i know you all must be wondering why no back up...!!!got a external...and that too has it's own suicidle story...

the whole nite i didn't sleep just wanted to save one folder...cos that was not showed or given to a certain person...hehehehe...actually panic because of that only...but after saving it...baru jer sedar gambar-2 lain pun ada hahahaa...funny when you got the latest things...you tend to forget about the whole collections of your possesions for a while...

But to cut the story short...!!! berjaya lah diselamatkan ...and smua pics masih ada...so i am back in bisnez....tp CS3 blom install so cannot do any editing yet...and tidor masi belum cukupin...

to answer the question on top...when things come crashing down... what do you feel..? How do you react...? What do you do...?

Mula...mula panik sikit...then berlagak cool...then ada takoot..takoot..sikit...then balik kepada berlagak cool...!! hahahaha...NUMBness is the word...makes you don't know how to react...lately have been dalam keadaan numbness...when the world is moving and byk benda kacau jiwa...and you feel you have stalled...that's the feelin...you just wish that you could just run away...and everything wud be better...but bila numbness melanda...you just let things be...

So...everything has it's on story...i love the fallen flower...kadang-2 kita jatuh utk tujuan...bila kita jatuh baru kita sedar keadaan sebenar around us...siapa kita sebenarnya...benda itu bermakna...and what we have lost...who our friends really are...

and i think the best feelin is when lepas kita jatuh...masa kita cuba bangun...there's a magical feelin that cannot be explain...








Futnote: Numbness adalah feelin yang bahaya...

Sneak preview of Couple Photoshoot

This morning i had a photoshoot of a couple...not a wedding...nor an engagement...just a couple wanting to have photoes of each other being together...

Venue of shoot was at cyberjaya..playground at the Taman Komuniti.... time:9.30am...
you can guess and imagine wat the weather was by looking at the pics...the shoot took 3 hours...came home with a bad headache...and still working on editing the pics...hopefully i can finish editing before i leave for my HOLIDAY...!!!

personaly,i had a slow start on getting the hang of it on shooting a couple that i don't really know well...so was still studying them from the beginning...it was hard i tell you...peliks tapi benar...tapi buat-2 cool saja hahahaha....(kantoi..!!!) thank God the weather was so fine and we had blue sky...

these are some pics i manage to edit...didn't really edit anything just added watermark...so enjoice...the sneak previews....

Ni highlited spot actually...!! we went all the way there for this....:P

Nota kasut: Harap puan manager berpuas hati....maaf kalau tidak wakaka...and thanks for lunch tadi...:p cakap kat mirul thanks ya...

Hari yang penuh emo...

have you wish that you could fly...i always wish but bet it will never come thru...


Colours in your life...warnai lah hidup diri sendiri dengan apa-2 sj yang kita suka buat..because kita sendiri yang menentukan mood kita...if you wish to be happy even though your sad your be happy..(betul ker..??)



Goofing around....

Sometimes it's ok to let go and just follow the flow...fun just goofing around with friends... Miss la time-2 goofing around...kini smua sudah dewasa...




heavy clouds just makes me feel like crying...
berat mata memandang berat lagi hati yang merasa... tadi time photoshoot terus terasa mau cry...aduh...!! tapi terpaksa control cos ada org lain :P...



reflection of clouds...

reflection on how life have been...
life has been good...
life has been full of joy and happiness
Life has been full of ups and down too...


As we are approaching the end of the year we shud just stop everything and just ponder on God's perfectionist plans for our so un perfect life....He provides...He leads...We just have to let go and let Him be in control...








Nota kaki: Hari ni hari yang penuh emo dan penat sebenarnyer...tp hobby tetap jalan...passion is phototaking...